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“But the story, my dear Mr Urquhart. You positively must give me its
conclusion!” I demanded.
“Why in the world should that not be its conclusion?” said he, drawing a
wet sheet over the bust. “Would you insist on the hackneyed happy
ending?”
“I am certain you did not take your quittance from the General in that
way. You surely wrote to Margory or to him with an explanation?”
The sculptor smiled.
“Wrote!” cried he. “Do you think that so obvious an idea would not occur
to me? But reflect again, I pray you, on the circumstances,—an obscure
and degraded drummer—the daughter of one of the oldest families in the
Highlands—the damning circumstantiality of her uncle’s evidence of my
alleged poltroonery. My explanation was too incredible for pen and
paper; and the poltroon himself, the man who had brought the disgrace
upon me, was beyond my identification, even had I known where to look for
him.”
“And yet, Mr Urquhart,” I insisted, all my instincts as romancer assuring
me of some other conclusion to a tale that had opened on a note so
cheerful, “I feel sure it was neither a tragedy nor a farce in the
long-run.”
“Well, you are right,” he confessed, smiling. “It was my drum that lost
me the lady before ever I met her, as it were, and it was but fair that
my drum should be the means of my recovering her ten years later. A
reshuffling of the cards of fortune in my family brought me into a
position where I was free to adopt the career of Art, and by-and-by I had
a studio of my own in Edinburgh. It was the day of the portrait bust in
marble. To have one’s own effigy in white, paid for by one’s own self,
in one’s own hall, was, in a way, the fad of fashionable Edinburgh. It
was profitable for the artist, I admit, but—but—”
“But it palled,” I suggested.
“Beyond belief! I grew to hate the appearance of every fresh client, and
it was then that I sought the solace of this drum. When a sitter had
gone for the day I drummed the vexation out of me, feeling that without
some such relief I could never recover a respect for myself. And
by-and-by I began to discover in the instrument something more than a
relief for my feelings of revolt against the commercial demands on my
art. I found in it an inspiration to rare emotions: I found in it
memory. I found, in the reveilles and chamades that I played in fields
of war and in the forest to my Marjory, love revived and mingled with a
sweet regret, and from these—memory, regret, and love—I fashioned what
have been my most successful sculptures.
“One day a gentleman came with a commission for his own portrait. It was
General Fraser! Of course, he did not recognise me. Was it likely he
should guess that the popular sculptor and the lad he had sent in
disgrace from the tall white house in the distant Highland burgh town
were one? Nor did I at first reveal myself. Perhaps, indeed, he would
never have discovered my identity had not his eyes fallen on my drum.
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