"Oh, my poor child!" she said shamefacedly. "How ugly you are--how ugly! and how I love you!" Jean Michel went back to the fireside. He began to poke the fire in protest, but a smile gave the lie to the moroseness and solemnity of his expression. "Good girl!" he said. "Don't worry about it. He has plenty of time to alter. And even so, what does it matter? Only one thing is asked of him: that he should grow into an honest man." The child was comforted by contact with his mother's warm body. He could be heard sucking her milk and gurgling and snorting. Jean Michel turned in his chair, and said once more, with some emphasis: "There's nothing finer than an honest man." He was silent for a moment, pondering whether it would not be proper to elaborate this thought; but he found nothing more to say, and after a silence he said irritably: "Why isn't your husband here?" "I think he is at the theater," said Louisa timidly. "There is a rehearsal." "The theater is closed. I passed it just now. One of his lies." "No. Don't be always blaming him. I must have misunderstood. He must have been kept for one of his lessons." "He ought to have come back," said the old man, not satisfied. He stopped for a moment, and then asked, in a rather lower voice and with some shame: "Has he been ... again?" "No, father--no, father," said Louisa hurriedly. The old man looked at her; she avoided his eyes. "It's not true. You're lying." She wept in silence. "Dear God!" said the old man, kicking at the fire with his foot. The poker fell with a clatter. The mother and the child trembled. "Father, please--please!" said Louisa. "You will make him cry." The child hesitated for a second or two whether to cry or to go on with his meal; but not being able to do both at once, he went on with the meal. Jean Michel continued in a lower tone, though with outbursts of anger: "What have I done to the good God to have this drunkard for my son? What is the use of my having lived as I have lived, and of having denied myself everything all my life! But you--you--can't you do anything to stop it? Heavens! That's what you ought to do.... You should keep him at home!..." Louisa wept still more. "Don't scold me!... I am unhappy enough as it is! I have done everything I could. If you knew how terrified I am when I am alone! Always I seem to hear his step on the stairs. Then I wait for the door to open, or I ask myself: 'O God! what will he look like?' ... It makes me ill to think of it!" She was shaken by her sobs. The old man grew anxious. He went to her and laid the disheveled bedclothes about her trembling shoulders and caressed her head with his hands. "Come, come, don't be afraid. I am here." She calmed herself for the child's sake, and tried to smile. "I was wrong to tell you that." The old man shook his head as he looked at her. "My poor child, it was not much of a present that I gave you."