Love stories; Unmarried mothers -- Fiction; Women household employees -- Fiction
The reason why Jennie had been called was nothing more than one of
those infantile seizures the coming and result of which no man can
predict two hours beforehand. Vesta had been seriously taken with
membranous croup only a few hours before, and the development since had
been so rapid that the poor old Swedish mother was half frightened to
death herself, and hastily despatched a neighbor to say that Vesta was
very ill and Mrs. Kane was to come at once. This message, delivered as
it was in a very nervous manner by one whose only object was to bring
her, had induced the soul-racking fear of death in Jennie and caused
her to brave the discovery of Lester in the manner described. Jennie
hurried on anxiously, her one thought being to reach her child before
the arm of death could interfere and snatch it from her, her mind
weighed upon by a legion of fears. What if it should already be too
late when she got there; what if Vesta already should be no more.
Instinctively she quickened her pace and as the street lamps came and
receded in the gloom she forgot all the sting of Lester’s words, all
fear that he might turn her out and leave her alone in a great city
with a little child to care for, and remembered only the fact that her
Vesta was very ill, possibly dying, and that she was the direct cause
of the child’s absence from her; that perhaps but for the want of her
care and attention Vesta might be well to-night.
“If I can only get there,” she kept saying to herself; and then, with
that frantic unreason which is the chief characteristic of the
instinct-driven mother: “I might have known that God would punish me
for my unnatural conduct. I might have known—I might have known.”
When she reached the gate she fairly sped up the little walk and into
the house, where Vesta was lying pale, quiet, and weak, but
considerably better. Several Swedish neighbors and a middle-aged
physician were in attendance, all of whom looked at her curiously as
she dropped beside the child’s bed and spoke to her.
Jennie’s mind had been made up. She had sinned, and sinned grievously,
against her daughter, but now she would make amends so far as possible.
Lester was very dear to her, but she would no longer attempt to deceive
him in anything, even if he left her—she felt an agonized stab, a pain
at the thought—she must still do the one right thing. Vesta must not be
an outcast any longer. Her mother must give her a home. Where Jennie
was, there must Vesta be.
Sitting by the bedside in this humble Swedish cottage, Jennie realized
the fruitlessness of her deception, the trouble and pain it had created
in her home, the months of suffering it had given her with Lester, the
agony it had heaped upon her this night—and to what end? The truth had
been discovered anyhow. She sat there and meditated, not knowing what
next was to happen, while Vesta quieted down, and then went soundly to
sleep.
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