Love stories; Unmarried mothers -- Fiction; Women household employees -- Fiction
Lester, after recovering from the first heavy import of this discovery,
asked himself some perfectly natural questions. “Who was the father of
the child? How old was it? How did it chance to be in Chicago, and who
was taking care of it?” He could ask, but he could not answer; he knew
absolutely nothing.
Curiously, now, as he thought, his first meeting with Jennie at Mrs.
Bracebridge’s came back to him. What was it about her then that had
attracted him? What made him think, after a few hours’ observation,
that he could seduce her to do his will? What was it—moral looseness,
or weakness, or what? There must have been art in the sorry affair, the
practised art of the cheat, and, in deceiving such a confiding nature
as his, she had done even more than practise deception—she had been
ungrateful.
Now the quality of ingratitude was a very objectionable thing to
Lester—the last and most offensive trait of a debased nature, and to be
able to discover a trace of it in Jennie was very disturbing. It is
true that she had not exhibited it in any other way before—quite to the
contrary—but nevertheless he saw strong evidences of it now, and it
made him very bitter in his feeling toward her. How could she be guilty
of any such conduct toward him? Had he not picked her up out of
nothing, so to speak, and befriended her?
He moved from his chair in this silent room and began to pace slowly to
and fro, the weightiness of this subject exercising to the full his
power of decision. She was guilty of a misdeed which he felt able to
condemn. The original concealment was evil; the continued deception
more. Lastly, there was the thought that her love after all had been
divided, part for him, part for the child, a discovery which no man in
his position could contemplate with serenity. He moved irritably as he
thought of it, shoved his hands in his pockets and walked to and fro
across the floor.
That a man of Lester’s temperament should consider himself wronged by
Jennie merely because she had concealed a child whose existence was due
to conduct no more irregular than was involved later in the yielding of
herself to him was an example of those inexplicable perversions of
judgment to which the human mind, in its capacity of keeper of the
honor of others, seems permanently committed. Lester, aside from his
own personal conduct (for men seldom judge with that in the balance),
had faith in the ideal that a woman should reveal herself completely to
the one man with whom she is in love; and the fact that she had not
done so was a grief to him. He had asked her once tentatively about her
past. She begged him not to press her. That was the time she should
have spoken of any child. Now—he shook his head.
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