Love stories; Unmarried mothers -- Fiction; Women household employees -- Fiction
In the days that followed Jennie regularly came for the clothes.
Senator Brander found himself more and more interested in her, and in
time he managed to remove from her mind that timidity and fear which
had made her feel uncomfortable in his presence. One thing which helped
toward this was his calling her by her first name. This began with her
third visit, and thereafter he used it with almost unconscious
frequency.
It could scarcely be said that he did this in a fatherly spirit, for he
had little of that attitude toward any one. He felt exceedingly young
as he talked to this girl, and he often wondered whether it were not
possible for her to perceive and appreciate him on his youthful side.
As for Jennie, she was immensely taken with the comfort and luxury
surrounding this man, and subconsciously with the man himself, the most
attractive she had ever known. Everything he had was fine, everything
he did was gentle, distinguished, and considerate. From some far
source, perhaps some old German ancestors, she had inherited an
understanding and appreciation of all this. Life ought to be lived as
he lived it; the privilege of being generous particularly appealed to
her.
Part of her attitude was due to that of her mother, in whose mind
sympathy was always a more potent factor than reason. For instance,
when she brought to her the ten dollars Mrs. Gerhardt was transported
with joy.
“Oh,” said Jennie, “I didn’t know until I got outside that it was so
much. He said I should give it to you.”
Mrs. Gerhardt took it, and holding it loosely in her folded hands, saw
distinctly before her the tall Senator with his fine manners.
“What a fine man he is!” she said. “He has a good heart.”
Frequently throughout the evening and the next day Mrs. Gerhardt
commented upon this wonderful treasure-trove, repeating again and again
how good he must be or how large must be his heart. When it came to
washing his clothes she almost rubbed them to pieces, feeling that
whatever she did she could scarcely do enough. Gerhardt was not to
know. He had such stern views about accepting money without earning it
that even in their distress, she would have experienced some difficulty
in getting him to take it. Consequently she said nothing, but used it
to buy bread and meat, and going as it did such a little way, the
sudden windfall was never noticed.
Jennie, from now on, reflected this attitude toward the Senator, and,
feeling so grateful toward him, she began to talk more freely. They
came to be on such good terms that he gave her a little leather
picture-case from his dresser which he had observed her admiring. Every
time she came he found excuse to detain her, and soon discovered that,
for all her soft girlishness, there lay deep-seated in her a conscious
deprecation of poverty and a shame of having to own any need. He
honestly admired her for this, and, seeing that her clothes were poor
and her shoes worn, he began to wonder how he could help her without
offending.
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