Love stories; Unmarried mothers -- Fiction; Women household employees -- Fiction
The day came when the house was finally closed and the old life was at
an end. Lester traveled with Jennie to Sandwood. He spent some little
while in the house trying to get her used to the idea of change—it was
not so bad. He intimated that he would come again soon, but he went
away, and all his words were as nothing against the fact of the actual
and spiritual separation. When Jennie saw him going down the brick walk
that afternoon, his solid, conservative figure clad in a new tweed
suit, his overcoat on his arm, self-reliance and prosperity written all
over him, she thought that she would die. She had kissed Lester good-by
and had wished him joy, prosperity, peace; then she made an excuse to
go to her bedroom. Vesta came after a time, to seek her, but now her
eyes were quite dry; everything had subsided to a dull ache. The new
life was actually begun for her—a life without Lester, without
Gerhardt, without any one save Vesta.
“What curious things have happened to me!” she thought, as she went
into the kitchen, for she had determined to do at least some of her own
work. She needed the distraction. She did not want to think. If it were
not for Vesta she would have sought some regular outside employment.
Anything to keep from brooding, for in that direction lay madness.
CHAPTER LV
The social and business worlds of Chicago, Cincinnati, Cleveland, and
other cities saw, during the year or two which followed the breaking of
his relationship with Jennie, a curious rejuvenation in the social and
business spirit of Lester Kane. He had become rather distant and
indifferent to certain personages and affairs while he was living with
her, but now he suddenly appeared again, armed with authority from a
number of sources, looking into this and that matter with the air of
one who has the privilege of power, and showing himself to be quite a
personage from the point of view of finance and commerce. He was older
of course. It must be admitted that he was in some respects a mentally
altered Lester. Up to the time he had met Jennie he was full of the
assurance of the man who has never known defeat. To have been reared in
luxury as he had been, to have seen only the pleasant side of society,
which is so persistent and so deluding where money is concerned, to
have been in the run of big affairs not because one has created them,
but because one is a part of them and because they are one’s
birthright, like the air one breathes, could not help but create one of
those illusions of solidarity which is apt to befog the clearest brain.
It is so hard for us to know what we have not seen. It is so difficult
for us to feel what we have not experienced. Like this world of ours,
which seems so solid and persistent solely because we have no knowledge
of the power which creates it, Lester’s world seemed solid and
persistent and real enough to him. It was only when the storms set in
and the winds of adversity blew and he found himself facing the armed
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