Love stories; Unmarried mothers -- Fiction; Women household employees -- Fiction
As this solemn admonition was read a feeling of obligation descended
upon the grandfather of this little outcast; a feeling that he was
bound to give the tiny creature lying on his wife’s arm the care and
attention which God in His sacrament had commanded. He bowed his head
in utmost reverence, and when the service was concluded and they left
the silent church he was without words to express his feelings.
Religion was a consuming thing with him. God was a person, a dominant
reality. Religion was not a thing of mere words or of interesting ideas
to be listened to on Sunday, but a strong, vital expression of the
Divine Will handed down from a time when men were in personal contact
with God. Its fulfilment was a matter of joy and salvation with him,
the one consolation of a creature sent to wander in a vale whose
explanation was not here but in heaven. Slowly Gerhardt walked on, and
as he brooded on the words and the duties which the sacrament involved
the shade of lingering disgust that had possessed him when he had taken
the child to church disappeared and a feeling of natural affection took
its place. However much the daughter had sinned, the infant was not to
blame. It was a helpless, puling, tender thing, demanding his sympathy
and his love. Gerhardt felt his heart go out to the little child, and
yet he could not yield his position all in a moment.
“That is a nice man,” he said of the minister to his wife as they
walked along, rapidly softening in his conception of his duty.
“Yes, he was,” agreed Mrs. Gerhardt timidly.
“It’s a good-sized little church,” he continued.
“Yes.”
Gerhardt looked around him, at the street, the houses, the show of
brisk life on this sunshiny, winter’s day, and then finally at the
child that his wife was carrying.
“She must be heavy,” he said, in his characteristic German. “Let me
take her.”
Mrs. Gerhardt, who was rather weary, did not refuse.
“There!” he said, as he looked at her and then fixed her comfortably
upon his shoulder. “Let us hope she proves worthy of all that has been
done to-day.”
Mrs. Gerhardt listened, and the meaning in his voice interpreted itself
plainly enough. The presence of the child in the house might be the
cause of recurring spells of depression and unkind words, but there
would be another and greater influence restraining him. There would
always be her soul to consider. He would never again be utterly
unconscious of her soul.
CHAPTER XVI
During the remainder of Gerhardt’s stay he was shy in Jennie’s presence
and endeavored to act as though he were unconscious of her existence.
When the time came for parting he even went away without bidding her
good-by, telling his wife she might do that for him; but after he was
actually on his way back to Youngstown he regretted the omission. “I
might have bade her good-by,” he thought to himself as the train
rumbled heavily along. But it was too late.
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