Love stories; Unmarried mothers -- Fiction; Women household employees -- Fiction
For the time being the affairs of the Gerhardt family drifted. Jennie
continued her work with Mrs. Bracebridge. Sebastian fixed himself
firmly in his clerkship in the cigar store. George was promoted to the
noble sum of three dollars, and then three-fifty. It was a narrow,
humdrum life the family led. Coal, groceries, shoes, and clothing were
the uppermost topics of their conversation; every one felt the stress
and strain of trying to make ends meet.
That which worried Jennie most, and there were many things which
weighed upon her sensitive soul, was the outcome of her own life—not so
much for herself as for her baby and the family. She could not really
see where she fitted in. “Who would have me?” she asked herself over
and over. “How was she to dispose of Vesta in the event of a new love
affair?” Such a contingency was quite possible. She was young,
good-looking, and men were inclined to flirt with her, or rather to
attempt it. The Bracebridges entertained many masculine guests, and
some of them had made unpleasant overtures to her.
“My dear, you’re a very pretty girl,” said one old rake of fifty-odd
when she knocked at his door one morning to give him a message from his
hostess.
“I beg your pardon,” she said, confusedly, and colored.
“Indeed, you’re quite sweet. And you needn’t beg my pardon. I’d like to
talk to you some time.”
He attempted to chuck her under the chin, but Jennie hurried away. She
would have reported the matter to her mistress but a nervous shame
deterred her. “Why would men always be doing this?” she thought. Could
it be because there was something innately bad about her, an inward
corruption that attracted its like?
It is a curious characteristic of the non-defensive disposition that it
is like a honey-jar to flies. Nothing is brought to it and much is
taken away. Around a soft, yielding, unselfish disposition men swarm
naturally. They sense this generosity, this non-protective attitude
from afar. A girl like Jennie is like a comfortable fire to the average
masculine mind; they gravitate to it, seek its sympathy, yearn to
possess it. Hence she was annoyed by many unwelcome attentions.
One day there arrived from Cincinnati a certain Lester Kane, the son of
a wholesale carriage builder of great trade distinction in that city
and elsewhere throughout the country, who was wont to visit this house
frequently in a social way. He was a friend of Mrs. Bracebridge more
than of her husband, for the former had been raised in Cincinnati and
as a girl had visited at his father’s house. She knew his mother, his
brother and sisters and to all intents and purposes socially had always
been considered one of the family.
“Lester’s coming to-morrow, Henry,” Jennie heard Mrs. Bracebridge tell
her husband. “I had a wire from him this noon. He’s such a scamp. I’m
going to give him the big east front room up-stairs. Be sociable and
pay him some attention. His father was so good to me.”
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