Adultery -- Fiction; Artists -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction; Painters -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
“He does not write much. He is working at the essay for his doctor of
science degree—you know he prepared himself for it in Rome. He says he is
all right. He does not write to his mother at all, and she, of course, is
very vexed about it. She has not improved as a companion, I am sorry to
say, but she is not happy, poor thing, at present.”
Jenny moved the flowers to her writing-table and began to arrange them:
“I am glad Helge is working again. He did not get much done in the
summer.”
“Neither did you, dear.”
“No, it is true, and the worst of it is that I have not been able to
start yet. But I don’t feel the least inclined to, and I was going to
begin etching this winter, but....”
“Don’t you think it quite natural that a disappointment like yours should
take some time to get over? Your exhibition is a success, and has been
well spoken of in the papers. Don’t you think that is enough to make
you want to work again? You have got a bid for the Aventine picture
already—are you going to accept it?”
She shrugged her shoulders:
“Of course. I am obliged to accept. They always need money at home, as
you know. Besides, I must go abroad; it is not good for me to stay here
long.”
“Do you want to go abroad?” said Gram gently, looking down. “Well, I
suppose you are; it is only natural.”
“Oh, this exhibition,” said Jenny, sitting down in the rocking-chair—“all
my pictures were painted such a long time ago, it seems to me, even the
recent ones. The sketch of the Aventine was finished the day I met Helge,
and I painted the picture while we were together—that of Cesca as well.
And the one from Stenersgaten in your place, while I was waiting for him
to come home. I have done nothing since. Ugh! So Helge is at work again?”
“It is only natural, my dear, that an experience like yours should leave
deeper traces in a woman.”
“Oh yes, yes—a woman; that is the whole misery of it. It is just like a
woman to become uninterested and utterly lazy because of a love that does
not even exist.”
“My dear Jenny,” said Gram, “I think it quite natural that it should take
some time for you to get over it—to get beyond it, as it were; one always
does, and then one understands that the experience has not been in vain,
but that one’s soul is the richer for it in some way or other.”
Jenny did not reply.
“I am sure there is much you would not like to have missed—all the happy,
warm, sunny days with your friend in that beautiful country. Am I not
right?”
“Will you tell me one thing, Gert?—is it your own personal experience
that you have been able to enrich your soul, as you say, by the incidents
of your life?”
He gave a start as if hurt and surprised at her brutality; it was a
moment before he answered her:
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