Adultery -- Fiction; Artists -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction; Painters -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
He was coming to Copenhagen, and she had to promise to stay somewhere in
the country so that he could come and see her. Would she ever be able to
get quite free of him?
In the end she would perhaps have to leave the child with him and run
away from it all—for it was a lie, all she had told him about being happy
about it and the rest. Sometimes at Tegneby she had really felt so,
because she only remembered it was her child—not his at all. But if it
were to be a link between him and her humiliation she would have nothing
to do with it. She would hate it—she hated it already at the memory of
the last days before her departure. The morbid desire to cry and sob to
her heart’s content was gone; she felt dry and hard as if she could never
cry again.
A week later Gert Gram arrived. She was so worn out and apathetic that
she could pretend to be almost in good spirits, and if he had proposed
that she should move into the hotel where he was staying, she would have
done so. She made him take her to the theatre, to supper at restaurants,
and one day, when the weather was fine, for an excursion to Fredensborg,
because she saw that it pleased him if she seemed well and happy. She
gave up thinking—it was no sacrifice, for as a matter of fact her brain
was tired out.
Jenny had taken rooms with a teacher’s widow in a country village. Gram
accompanied her there and went back the same evening to Copenhagen. At
last she was alone.
She had engaged the rooms without seeing them beforehand. When she
had been studying in Copenhagen some years ago she had gone with her
fellow-students into the country one day, lunching at an inn and bathing
among the rocks, and she remembered it was pretty out there, so when a
certain Mrs. Rasmussen, in answer to her advertisement, had offered to
house the young lady who was expecting a child, she decided to go there.
The widow lived in a tiny yellow, sadly ugly brick cottage outside the
village by the main road, which ran dusty and endless between open tilled
fields, but Jenny was pleased on the whole. She liked her bedroom with
the blue wall-paper, the etchings on the wall, and the white crochet-work
d’oyleys all over the place, on the bed, on the back of the American
rocking-chair, and on the chest, where Mrs. Rasmussen had placed a bunch
of roses the day she arrived.
From her two little windows she could see the main road winding past the
house and the small front garden, where roses, geraniums, and fuchsias
grew, heedless of the dust. On the other side of the road was a bare hill
at the back of the field. Stone fences, along which the vividly coloured
autumn flowers grew between bramble bushes, divided the slope into
squares of stubble, greeny-brown meadow, and blue-green turnip field;
spriggy wind-blown willow bushes grew along the boundaries. When the
evening sun had left Jenny’s window the sky was flaming red and golden
above the ridge and the meagre twigs of the willows.
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