Adultery -- Fiction; Artists -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction; Painters -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
“I don’t know. He was very pleased that I could go abroad, of course,
but”—after some hesitation—“I have never been very intimate with my
father. And then there is mother. She was anxious lest I should work
too hard, or be short of money—or risk my future. Father and mother
are so different—she has never quite understood him, and kept more to
us children. She was a great deal to me when I was a boy, but she was
jealous of father even—that he should have greater influence over me than
she had. She was jealous of my work too, when I locked myself up in a
room of an evening to read, and always anxious about my health and afraid
I should give up my post.”
Jenny nodded several times thoughtfully.
“The letter I fetched at the post office was from them.” He took it
out of his pocket and looked at it, but he did not open it. “It is my
birthday today,” he said, trying to smile. “I am twenty-six.”
“Many happy returns.” Miss Winge shook hands with him. She looked at him
almost in the same way as she looked at Miss Jahrman when she nestled in
her arms.
She had not noticed before what he looked like, though she was under
the impression that he was tall and thin and dark. He had good, regular
features on the whole, a high, somewhat narrow forehead, light brown eyes
with a peculiar amber-like transparency, and a small, weak mouth with a
tired and sad expression under the moustache.
“I understand you so well,” she said suddenly. “I know all that. I was
a teacher myself until Christmas last year. I started as a governess
and went on till I was old enough to enter the seminary.” She smiled a
little shyly. “I gave up my post in the school when I was left a small
amount of money by an aunt, and went abroad. It will last me about three
years, I think—perhaps a little longer. Lately I have sent some articles
to the papers, and I may sell some pictures. My mother did not approve
of my using up all the money, and did not like my giving up my post when
I had got it at last after all those years of private teaching and odd
lessons here and there at schools. I suppose mothers always think a fixed
salary....”
“I don’t think I would have risked it in your place—burning all your
bridges like that. It is the influence of my home, I know, but I could
not help being anxious about the time when the money would be spent.”
“Never mind,” said Jenny Winge. “I am well and strong and know a lot; I
can sew and cook and wash and iron. And I know languages. I can always
find something to do in England or America. Francesca,” she said,
laughing, “wants me to go to South Africa with her and be a dairy-maid,
for that is a thing she is good at, she says. And we shall draw the
Zulus; they are said to be such splendid models.”
“That is no small job either—and the distance does not seem to trouble
you.”
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