Adultery -- Fiction; Artists -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction; Painters -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
“It attracts the sun; there are sparks in your hair, and the sunrays
filter through your eyes. Your mouth is quite transparent; it looks like
a raspberry in the sun.”
She smiled, looking a little embarrassed.
“Will you give me a kiss?” he said suddenly.
“‘_L’invitation à la valse?_’” She smiled lightly.
“I don’t know—but you cannot be cross with me because I ask you for one
single little kiss—on a day like this. I am only telling you what I am
longing for, and, after all, why could you not do it?”
She did not move.
“Is there any reason why not?—I shall not try to kiss you, but I cannot
see why you should not bend down for a second and give me a tiny little
kiss as you sit there with the sun right on your lips. It is no more to
you than when you pat a _bambino_ on the head and give him a _soldo_. It
is nothing to you, Jenny, and to me it is all I wish for—just this moment
I long for it so much,” he said, smiling.
She bent suddenly down and kissed him. Only for a second did he feel her
hair and lips brush his cheek, and he saw the movement of her body under
the black silk as she bent down and rose again. Her face, he noticed,
which was smiling serenely as she kissed him, now looked embarrassed,
almost frightened. He did not move, but lay still, musing contentedly in
the sunshine. She became herself again.
“There, you see,” he said at last laughingly, “your mouth is exactly as
before; the sun is shining on your lips, right into the blood. It was
nothing to you—and I am so happy. You must not believe that I want you to
think of me—I only want you to let me think of you, while you may sit
and think of anything in the world. Others may dance—to me this is much
better—if only I may look at you.”
They were both silent. Jenny sat with her face turned away, looking at
the Campagna bathing in the sun.
As they walked back to the _osteria_, Helge chatted merrily about all
sorts of things, telling her about the learned Germans he had met in
the course of his work. Jenny stole a glance at him now and again; he
used not to be like that, so free and easy. He was really handsome as he
walked, looking straight ahead, and his light brown eyes were radiant
like amber in the sun.
VIII
Jenny did not light the lamp when she got in, but, putting on an evening
cloak in the dark, she went out to sit on the balcony. The night was
cold, the skies stretched over the roofs like black velvet, covered with
glittering stars. He had said when they parted: “I may come up tomorrow
and ask you to go with me for a trip in the Campagna?”
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