Adultery -- Fiction; Artists -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction; Painters -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
“Shall I go on?”
“Yes, please.”
He stroked her hand: “Poor little Jenny. You had better go now—before she
comes.”
Mrs. Gram brought a tray of cakes and dessert.
“How nice of you to play to us, Gert. Don’t you think my husband plays
beautifully, Miss Winge? Has he played to you before?” she asked
innocently.
Jenny shook her head: “I did not know that Mr. Gram played the piano.”
“What a beautiful worker you are.” She looked at Jenny’s embroidery. “I
thought you artists did not condescend to do needlework. It is a lovely
pattern—where did you get it? Abroad, I suppose?”
“I designed it myself.”
“Oh well, then it is easy to get nice patterns. Have you seen this,
Aagot? Isn’t it pretty? You are very clever”—and she patted Jenny’s hand.
What loathsome hands she had, thought Jenny—small, short fingers, with
nails broader than long, and splayed out wide.
Helge and Jenny saw Aagot to her rooms and walked slowly down Pilestaedet
in the pale night of June. The chestnuts in bloom along the hospital wall
smelt strongly after the afternoon shower.
“Helge,” said Jenny, “you must try and arrange so that we need not go
with them the day after tomorrow.”
“It is impossible. They have asked you and you have accepted. It is for
your sake they have arranged this picnic.”
“But can you not understand how miserable it will be? I wish we could go
alone somewhere, you and I, as in Rome.”
“There is nothing I would like better, but if we refuse to be a party to
their midsummer outing it will only make things more unpleasant at home.”
“Not more than usual, I suppose,” she said scornfully.
“Yes, much more. Can you not put up with it for my sake? Hang it all,
_you_ are not obliged to be in the midst of it always, or to live and
work there!”
He was right, she thought, and reproached herself for not being patient
enough. He, poor boy, had to live and work in a home she could scarcely
endure for two hours. He had grown up in it and lived his whole youth in
it.
“I am horrid and selfish, Helge.” She clung to him, tired, worried, and
humiliated. She longed for him to kiss her and comfort her. What did it
really matter to them? They had each other, and belonged somewhere far
away from the air of hatred, suspicion, and anger in his home.
The scent of jessamine was wafted from the old gardens that still
remained.
“We can go off by ourselves another day—just you and I,” he said, to
comfort her. “But how could you be so silly?” he said suddenly. “I cannot
understand it. You ought to have known that mother would get to know
it—as sure as anything.”
“Of course she does not believe the story your father told,” said Jenny
timidly.—Helge sniffed.—“I wish he would tell her everything just as it
happened.”
“You may rest assured he won’t do that. And you cannot do it—you must
just go on pretending. It was awfully stupid of you.”
“I could not help it, Helge.”
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