Adultery -- Fiction; Artists -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction; Painters -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
“Well—I had told you enough about things at home for you to know. You
could have prevented father from coming again, and all your visits to the
office—as well as the meetings in Stenersgate.”
“Meetings?—I saw the view and knew I could make a good picture of it—and
so I have.”
“Yes, yes, you have. The fault, no doubt, is mostly father’s. Oh, the way
he speaks of her.” Helge fumed. “You heard what he had said to Aagot—and
what he said to you tonight. ‘She’”—imitating his father—“does not say
anything to you! Remember it is our mother he speaks of like that.”
“I think your father is much more considerate and courteous to your
mother than she is to him.”
“That consideration of father’s—I know it. Do you call it considerate
the way he has won you over to his side? And his politeness—if you knew
how I have suffered under it as a child, and since. He used to stand and
listen very politely without saying a word, and if he spoke, it was in an
icy cold, extremely civil manner. I almost prefer mother’s loud anger and
scoldings. Oh, Jenny, it is all so miserable.”
“My poor, darling boy.”
“It is not all mother’s fault. Everybody prefers father. You do—quite
naturally—I do myself, but I understand her being as she is. She wants to
be first with everybody, and she never is. Poor mother.”
“I am sorry for her,” said Jenny, but her heart remained cold to Mrs.
Gram. The air was heavy with scent from leaf and blossom as they went
through the square. On the seats under the trees there was whispering and
murmuring in the clear summer night.
Their solitary steps echoed on the pavement of the deserted business
quarter where the tall buildings slept—the pale blue sky was reflected in
the shop windows.
“May I come up?” he whispered as they stood at her entrance.
“I am tired,” said Jenny softly.
“I should like to stay a while with you—don’t you think it would be nice
to be by ourselves a little?”
She said nothing, but began to walk up the stairs, and he followed.
Jenny lighted the seven-armed candlestick on her writing-table, took a
cigarette, and held it to the flame: “Will you smoke?”
“Thanks.” He took the cigarette from her lips.
“The thing is, you see,” he said suddenly, “that there was once some
story about father and another woman. I was twelve then, and I don’t know
exactly how much truth there was in it. But mother!... it was a dreadful
time. It was only because of us that they remained together—father told
me so himself. God knows, I don’t thank him for it! Mother is honest at
least, and admits that she means to hold on to him by hook or by crook
and not let go.”
He sat down on the sofa. Jenny went and sat beside him, kissing his eyes.
He sank on his knees and laid his head in her lap.
“Do you remember the last evening in Rome, when I said good-night? Do you
still love me as you did then?”
She did not answer.
“Jenny?”
“We have not been happy together today—it’s the first time.”
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