The way she said this, like a pirate counting over his captured
treasure, was enraging. Jeremy could feel the wild fury at himself, at
her, at the stupid blunder of the whole business rising to his throat.
“If you think I'm going to let this pass you're making a mighty
mistake,” she continued, “which I wouldn't do not if you paid me all the
gold in the kingdom. I mayn't be good enough to keep my place and look
after such as you, but anyways I'm able to stop your lying for another
week or two. I know my duty even though there's them as thinks I don't.”
She positively snorted, and the excitement of her own vindication and
the just condemnation of Jeremy was such that her hands trembled.
“I don't care what you do,” Jeremy shouted. “You can tell anyone you
like. I don't care what you do. You're a beastly woman.”
She turned upon him, her face purple. “That's enough, Master Jeremy,”
she said, her voice low and trembling. “I'm not here to be called names
by such as you. You'll be sorry for this before you're much older....
You see.”
There was then an awful and sickly pause. Jeremy seemed to himself to
be sinking lower and lower into a damp clammy depth of degradation. What
must this world be that it could change itself so instantly from a place
of gay and happy pleasure into a dim groping room of punishment and
dismay?
His feelings were utterly confused. He supposed that he was terribly
wicked. But he did not feel wicked. He only felt miserable, sick and
defiant. Mary and Helen came in, their eyes open to a crisis, their
bodies tuned sympathetically to the atmosphere of sin and crime that
they discerned around them.
Then Mr. Cole came in as was his daily habit--for a moment before his
breakfast.
“Well, here are you all,” he cried. “Ready for to-night? No breakfast
yet? Why, now...?”
Then perceiving, as all practised fathers instantly must, that the
atmosphere was sinful, he changed his voice to that of the Children's
Sunday Afternoon Service--a voice well known in his family.
“Please, sir,” began the Jampot, “I'm sorry to 'ave to tell you, sir,
that Master Jeremy's not been at all good this morning.”
“Well, Jeremy,” he said, turning to his son, “what is it?”
Jeremy's face, raised to his father's, was hard and set and sullen.
“I've told a lie,” he said; “I said I'd cleaned my teeth when I hadn't.
Nurse went and looked, and then I called her a beastly woman.”
The Jampot's face expressed a grieved and at the same time triumphant
confirmation of this.
“You told a lie?” Mr. Cole's voice was full of a lingering sorrow.
“Yes,” said Jeremy.
“Are you sorry?”
“I'm sorry that I told a lie, but I'm not sorry I called Nurse a beastly
woman.”
“Jeremy!”
“No, I'm not. She is a beastly woman.”
Mr. Cole was always at a loss when anyone defied him, even though it
were only a small boy of eight. He took refuge now in his ecclesiastical
and parental authority.
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