For nearly a week William staid in town, and the village maidens often
looked wistfully after him as he drove his fast horses, sometimes with
Jessie at his side, and sometimes with Ellen, but never with them both,
for the words he breathed into the ear of one were not intended for the
other. Drop by drop was he infusing into Jessie’s mind a distrust of one
whom she had heretofore considered the soul of integrity and honor. Not
openly, lest she should suspect his motive, but covertly, cautiously,
always apparently seeking an excuse for anything the young man might
hereafter do, and succeeding at last in making Jessie thoroughly
uncomfortable, though why she could not tell. She did not blame Walter
for his father’s sins, but she would much rather his name should have
been without a blemish.
Gradually the brightness of Jessie’s face gave way to a thoughtful,
serious look, her merry laugh was seldom heard, and she would sit for
hours so absorbed in her own thoughts as not to heed the change which
the last few days had wrought in Ellen, too. Never before had the latter
seemed so happy, so joyous, so full of life as now, and Aunt Debby said
the rides with Mr. Bellenger upon the mountains had done her good.
William had pursued his study faithfully, and, in doing so, had become
so much interested himself that he would have asked Ellen to be his wife
had she been rich as she was lovely. But his bride must be an heiress;
and so, though knowing that he could never be to Ellen Howland other
than a friend, he led her on step by step until at last she saw but what
he saw, and heard but what he heard. He was not deceiving her, he said,
sometimes when conscience reproached him for his cruelty. She knew how
widely different their stations were; she could not expect that one whom
half the belles of Boston and New York would willingly accept could
think of making her his wife. He was only polite to her, only giving a
little variety to her monotonous life. She would forget him when he was
gone. And at this point he was conscious of an unwillingness to be
forgotten.
"If we were only Mormons," he thought, the last night of his stay at
Deerwood, when out under the cherry trees in the garden he talked with
her alone, and saw the varying color on her cheek, as he said, "We may
never meet again." "If we were only Mormons, I would have them both,
Nellie and Jessie, the one for her gilded setting, the other because——"
He did not finish the sentence, for he was not willing then to
acknowledge to himself the love which really and truly was growing in
his heart for the fair girl beside him.
"But you’ll surely come to us again," Nellie said. "Jessie will be here.
You’ll want to visit her," and a tear trembled on her long eyelashes.
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