I remember well the last day you were kind to me. You left me in the
morning with smiles; you returned home long after midnight a changed
man. I, also, was changed when you returned. I have other cause to
remember the day; for in the evening my cousin Ralph came to see me,
and stayed with me until nearly eleven o'clock. You had sent me a note
saying that you were detained at your office by important business. I
read the note to my cousin, and he laughed at it, and said that you
had good cause for your absence. His words conveyed a strange meaning
to my ears, and I asked for an explanation. He gave it to me; and I
learnt, to my horror, that you were in the habit of visiting another
woman--a stranger in the town. Before I had recovered from the shock,
I received another. My cousin Ralph, in a mad moment, proved himself
to be what I had not hitherto suspected--a vile bad man. He told me,
in passionate terms, that he loved me, and that he had loved me from
boyhood; that it had been the dream of his life that we should be
married, and that, but for you and your money, his life might have
been a life of happiness. I listened in dismay and astonishment; I
knew that he had an affection for me, but I thought it was such an
affection as one cousin might innocently have entertained for another.
I was so overwhelmed by this discovery, and by his accusations against
you, that I had no power to stay his words. He misinterpreted my
silence, and proceeded in wilder terms to propose flight to me. I
tried to answer him, but my grief, and my terror lest you should
return while he was in the house--for he was at my feet and refused to
stir--made me weak. I implored him for my sake and for his own to
leave me; and presently, when I grew stronger, I addressed him in
words which it was impossible for him to misunderstand. It flashed
upon me then that he had invented the story he had told me about you,
and I taunted him with it. He answered me to the effect that he would
prove it true before many days were over, and that then I might
possibly listen to him more favourably. He left me; and your own
conduct towards me from that day, during the short time we were
together, was almost a sufficient proof. You would have judged upon
that evidence; I was not content with it. I soon tasted the bitterness
that lay in knowledge. A clerk in your office, who had for a
purpose of his own made himself acquainted with the history of this
woman--probably to use against you in some way--and whom you had
employed to convey money and letters to her at different times, told
me more than I wanted to know. On the day that you had the public
quarrel with my cousin Ralph--I heard of it soon afterwards, for it
became matter of common talk--I discovered that this woman came from a
town in which you had formerly resided--that you knew her then--and
that her history was a shameful one. Then there came to me the words
that had passed between us upon your first visit to my father's house,
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