I was frightened of him; his voice seemed to hurt me. I had scarcely a
comprehension of the meaning of his words; and I was fearful that, if
I disputed anything he said, I might arouse his anger, and that he
would detain me again. He repeated his question; and I answered,
almost without knowing what I said,
'Yes, sir.'
My reply appeared to dissatisfy him.
'Then you have been shamming weakness?'
'Yes, sir.'
I looked about me timidly and nervously for a means of escape.
Standing in the road, close to the kerbstone, and facing a portion of
the pavement which was partly in shade, was a beggar-woman, with her
face hidden on her breast. One hand held her thin shawl tightly in
front of her; the other hand was held out supplicatingly. What it was
that caused me to fix my eyes on her I cannot tell; perhaps it was
because I recognised in her drooping form and humble attitude
something kindred to my own pitiable condition. As I gazed at her, a
little girl, very poorly dressed, and with a basket on her arm,
stopped before the woman, and put a coin into her outstretched hand.
The woman curtseyed, and stooped and kissed the little girl. As the
child, her act of charity performed, walked away, I saw her face; and
it was so sweet and good, that my mother's words with reference to the
battered halfpenny came to my mind: 'I see an angel's face in it.' I
watched her until she was lost in the throng; and then I turned to the
beggar-woman again, and saw, as in a flash of light, my mother! Was it
shame, was it joy, that convulsed me, as crying, 'Mother! mother!' I
ran and fell senseless at her feet?
CHAPTER VIII.
A POSTMAN'S KNOCK.
It seemed to me as if I had closed my eyes and opened them with
scarcely a moment's interval; and yet I was at home in our own little
room, and my mother was bending over me tenderly. I could not
immediately realise the change. The busy streets, and the glare in
them, and my fear of the man who had accused me of being a thief, were
still present to my mind. I clung closer to my mother.
'What is my darling frightened of?' she said soothingly. 'He is at
home, and safe in his mother's arms.'
'At home!' I looked around apprehensively. 'Where's the man?'
'What man, dear child? The man who carried you home?'
I had no remembrance of being carried home.
'The man who carried me home!' I exclaimed; and repeated wonderingly,
'Carried me home! No, I don't know him.'
'There is no one here, dear child, but you and I. Taste this.'
She held a cup of tea to my lips, and I drank gratefully; and ate a
slice of bread-and-butter she gave me.
'There, my dear! My darling feels better, does he not?'
'Yes.' As I looked at her, the scene I had witnessed, of which she had
been the principal figure, dawned upon me. I could not check my sobs;
I felt as if my heart would burst. 'O mother! mother!' I cried. 'I
remember now; I remember now!'
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