Conduct of life -- Fiction; Fantasy fiction; Parables
For lack of speech she must be separated from one who had suddenly grown
more helpless than herself, one whom she could not bear to part with,
one who had grown accustomed to her great defect, and had never labelled
on the door those words: “Home for the Blind—the Deaf—the
Dumb—Incurables.”
“Once I get inside there I am dumb for ever,” she cried to herself, as
she stumbled up the darkening aisle. “Oh, I cannot go—I cannot! I want
to live like other people. To be free—free—free!”
And so she knelt down beside the altar railings, and buried her face in
her hands against its golden bars.
“Oh, Serpent, let me speak! Give me a tongue like other people have. I
cannot go to that asylum—I cannot really. I cannot live without my aunt.
We are all in all to each other. What good am I if I remain a speechless
log? I might as well be dead.”
No answer. Darkness and silence. That was all. The impenetrable hardness
of it sank to Rosalie’s heart. Suddenly she got up and looked round
cautiously, with pale face and dark-rimmed eyes. There was no noise.
Nothing moved in the empty building save herself. Silent and trembling,
she took a step forward inside the railing, then another, and her hand
touched the crimson curtain. Again she looked around, assured herself
again that she was quite alone, silently drew back the heavy fold and
stepped within. The lights upon the altar, burning by day and night,
changed the dull gloom to brightness. Her wandering, awe-struck gaze
fell full upon the Serpent, its head and jewelled eyes all shining
underneath the slowly swinging lights.
Here, then, was the hidden God that all things worshipped. This was the
God who punished some, rewarded others, and wore the creeds of ages on
its three-pronged tail. Her eyes were dazzled by the brilliancy, but the
Serpent’s wisdom gleaming from those curious eyes attracted her.
“Give me what I want! Give me what I want!” she whispered, and stretched
out her white arms till her hands had clasped behind the Serpent’s head.
Then she leant forward and pressed her lips against the cruel, hardened,
lifeless fangs, and whispered yet again:
“Give me what I want—just so that I may serve you!”
As silently she unclasped her fingers, rising to her feet. She passed
down the three steps leading from the altar, and became aware, with
beating heart and sudden tumultuous fear, that she had been watched.
For, stepping from the side way, came a stranger, stopping her progress
outward to the other side of the veil.
“What is it that you want?” he said.
In his eyes there shone the priceless worth of wisdom’s jewels, giving
them in their brilliant expression something of the same impenetrable
light the Serpent’s had.
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