Conduct of life -- Fiction; Fantasy fiction; Parables
“God, being dumb, refuses no one, least of all religious women, they
force themselves upon Him so persistently. Yes, I shall be glad to be
relieved of your company for a while. And so please confine your
wanderings to the upper storey where you live. And leave the garden to
those who can appreciate its beauty sufficiently to be in by five
o’clock.”
Rosalie looked at him. Pain and fear was on her face.
“Live upstairs!”
“Yes; live upstairs. And eat red lozenges when your appetite is bad. You
can’t die, you know.”
She turned toward the door.
“Good-night!” he said, drawing an open book toward him on the table, and
sitting down.
“Good-night! I see now my fault and punishment in staying out of doors
beyond the time.”
For only answer he laughed. As he did so the door closed.
CHAPTER XIV
BROKEN SPIRITS
So full of pain and heaviness was Rosalie that all her childish fear had
vanished. She passed up the slippery staircase into the corridor, from
which her own small sitting-room was.
Never to go downstairs again for three long weary years! Never to be out
of the grey, silent, ghostly shadows of those upper rooms—never to have
human companionship or friendliness! A part of the meaning floated
through her mind, and cast its heavy shroud on all things.
It was still early in the evening, too early for Mariana to return from
the work which held her. She sat down in the high-backed chair before
the fire, and listlessly looked into it. The flames burnt low. There was
none of the brightness of the other day in them—no whispered message of
hope.
Rosalie’s spirit ached more from the cruel heartlessness of the Master’s
conduct than even from the thought of coming imprisonment. For this was
in the present—that the future. None had ever spoken so to her
before—sharply, no doubt but never with this harsh and cruel coldness.
Every feeling in her simple nature seemed outraged and lacerated. Once
only she moved uneasily in her chair, as one undergoes some great pain,
and cried, or rather moaned:
“It’s unfair—unfair! I haven’t done anything that’s wrong, and it was
silly and stupid of me to ever think of coming back again.”
At last the door opened, and Mariana entered with supper. Rosalie did
not turn round till they were alone again, and scarcely even then, till
Mariana came and stood beside her, and looking down, said:
“Rosalie, why did you not come in at five o’clock?”
“Don’t ask me. I was foolish. There is no other reason.”
“Is Mr. Barringcourt’s company more agreeable than mine?”
“I thought it was, and have paid the penalty. Don’t reproach me. I can’t
stand it to-night. Perhaps to-morrow.”
“I don’t wish to reproach you. Once I thought the same, for an hour or
two, like you. But I got over it as you have done. You will not care for
his company now?”
“No.”
“That is well. I suppose you know you are not to go downstairs again?”
“Yes. What am I to do, Mariana, to pass the time away?”
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