Conduct of life -- Fiction; Fantasy fiction; Parables
“I don’t know of anything. I wish you had come in by five o’clock. There
are so many interesting things below.”
Rosalie laughed.
“Oh, I didn’t come in, so there’s an end of it! I’ll take supper now and
go to bed.”
She sipped the glass of warm milk silently, and then together they went
to bed. How cold it was in the corridor. How ill lit and melancholy it
appeared And Rosalie lay awake, with burning tears, which were never
shed, in her eyes.
Three years! And Mr. Barringcourt had said a woman of brains or spirit
would have forestalled them and have escaped.
And then it seemed as if across the silence there came that clear, pure
voice that spoke to her before, after her aunt was dead: “Neither brains
nor spirit, but the path directed.”
And silence and sleep and comfort fell—night’s gentle curtain and soft
pillow for all weary heads.
Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, long or short, according to the circumstance.
Each resembled some long and silent eternity of Nothingness. Here was
nothing to do. Mariana said there was nothing, and she knew best.
“Bring me a little bit of sewing.”
But she shook her head. “I cannot bring it from the workroom.”
“Then something from above.”
“There is nothing. Each has her work; for you there is none.”
“Have you no books?”
“Mr. Barringcourt has the key to the library. I can ask him for one if
you like.”
But Rosalie shook her head. “No, thank you.”
And how difficult she found meal-times, when she must force down food
against all wish and inclination. Sunday and Monday it was managed
fairly well, but on the Tuesday at dinner-time Rosalie recognised the
task was quite beyond her.
“All this tastes of cobwebs and damp soil,” she said. “If I must have
one, give me one of those little lozenges you offered me the other day.”
It was brought. She took it with a glass of water, then rose from her
seat. When she got to the door she turned round. Her pretty eyebrows
were slightly raised, and she laughed.
“That was essence of cobweb, I believe. Thank you; I feel better already
for it.”
All was lost upon the youth; he bowed gravely, and returned no answer,
and Rosalie went away.
Up and down! Up and down the long dim corridor she walked, with nothing
to do but think or mope, or grow melancholy through despair.
After tea Rosalie did not venture out beyond the sitting-room, for the
old fear of the darkness had returned; and moreover, to-night a strange
weariness oppressed her. At last she fell asleep. Her head rested on the
table, and she slept there for nearly an hour.
A little after nine came Mariana and the supper.
“How is the dress progressing?” asked Rosalie.
“It is doing very well.”
“How is Everard?”
“He is very well.”
“Have you seen Mr. Barringcourt to-day?”
“No. He is away till to-morrow.”
“Have you taken a walk this afternoon?”
“A short one.”
“Where did you go?”
“My customary round. But you must not ask so many questions.”
“But why?”
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