Jilted! Or, My Uncle's Scheme, Volume 3Russell, William Clark
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Jilted! Or, My Uncle's Scheme, Volume 3
Russell, William Clark
English fiction -- 19th century
_All in the Wrong._
Next day business was a little brisk at the bank, and, considering
my short apprenticeship, I acquitted myself tolerably well. I took
Curling’s place and paid or received the cheques, &c., as they were
presented, and what was extremely wonderful, found at the end of the
day that I had made no mistake. I also conferred with two or three
customers in the manager’s private room, performing the simple duty
of listening to them with a very grave face, and dismissing them in a
style that excited Mr. Spratling, who had a slow and laborious mind,
into applause.
When the bank was closed I went to my lodgings to get some dinner, not
intending to call at Grove End until late in the evening. The fact was,
my uncle had spoken of leaving London with the devoted couple at four
o’clock; Updown would be reached by seven, and I had no wish to intrude
until the violence and agitation of the meeting at Grove End should be
in some degree calmed.
My dinner, composed of a mutton chop and a pint of red wine, was soon
despatched. I pulled an arm-chair to the open window, lighted a pipe,
and surrendered myself up to various reflections.
Among other things, I remember thinking how very pretty my landlady’s
house was, how snugly it would accommodate a newly-married pair--and
then I thought of Theresa.
In imagination I pictured her my wife, moving, at this sunset hour,
with watering-pot in hand, among the flowers in the garden, ever and
anon creeping up to the window, where I was seated, to give me a
flower, and let me take a long look into her bright and speaking eyes.
Heavens! how the wheel goes round! Not very long before I had figured
another young lady as my wife, offering me flowers through that very
identical window, with all the sweetness of her spirit beaming like
the moon in the dark azure of her eyes. That picture was blotted out.
Did I care? A fiddle! I liked the other picture much better. Why, even
that reverence, which, despite Conny’s indifference to me, I should
ever have remembered her beauty with, was sunk, was destroyed by the
consideration that her name was now CURLING, and that the frizzy
cashier was privileged to call her HIS!
His! Imagine that cockneyfied forefinger, that long forefinger with the
olive-coloured nail and the dreadful ring, chucking Conny’s dimpled
chin, playing with Conny’s golden hair! Faugh! The rose that makes the
beauties of your sweetheart’s white bosom killing, becomes a sordid,
vulgar flower when transferred on the morrow to the char-woman, and
pinned by her against the dirt of the handkerchief about her chest.
Though idealism has its limits, yet its circle had been a big one for
Conny, and there was little she could have done in it _alone_ that
would have endangered her charms in my eyes. But she had chosen to lug
Mr. Curling into the magic realm; and souse! the spell was broken.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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