Jilted! Or, My Uncle's Scheme, Volume 3Russell, William Clark
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Jilted! Or, My Uncle's Scheme, Volume 3
Russell, William Clark
English fiction -- 19th century
Curling was at his post next morning when I reached the bank. Marriage
seemed to agree with him, for he looked uncommonly well. He greeted
me nervously, but his embarrassment speedily fell before my cordial
manner. Was I going to be haughty and distant? No, indeed! Infinitely
more should I have preferred a good kicking to his suspicion that I
was mortified by his triumph, and hated him because he had won Conny’s
love. Good heavens! Wasn’t he welcome to it? He began to mumble
something in my ear about a regret that his and Conny’s stratagem
should have involved my feelings--but I cut him very short. No doubt
Conny had instructed him in this apology, and I silenced him bluntly,
expressly that she might learn how distasteful to me was all reference
to distressing folly.
He smiled feebly and said,
“I beg your pardon; I wouldn’t have alluded to the subject had I not
thought an explanation was due.”
“I understand,” I answered, “and now about Mr. Acorn’s promissory
note?” And so the matter ended.
My uncle’s greeting to him was very gentle. He asked tenderly after
Conny, and whether she was going to Grove End during the morning.
Curling replied that as they were to dine there, he did not believe she
would start before him. They then retired into the back office and left
me to think of Theresa.
Now that _she_ was at Grove End, it was delightful to feel that my
residence, too, was there. I was very much in love with her, and what
was strange, I could hug this passion without in any sense feeling that
I was exhibiting surprising weakness in so speedily yielding to a new
fascination whilst the corpse of the old one was still warm.
Not being a Scotchman, I am incapable of going into the metaphysics of
this thing. However, I may point out that there was some difference
between the love I had felt for Conny and the love that I now felt
for Theresa. To begin with, I deny that I ever _did_ love Conny. Oh
yes, you may turn back to other chapters and point me out several most
condemnatory phrases; but don’t judge people by phrases. There is only
one alphabet, but there are a hundred passions; and admiration will
express itself in the language of love, precisely as if it were the
most perfect and enduring devotion.
I had loved Conny for her face and figure. _Voilà tout._ She had not
one intellectual charm, that I can remember, to fascinate me. Reading
her character in the light thrown upon it by her elopement, I found,
let me tell you, a very great deal that was decidedly objectionable.
This was enough to confirm my indifference.
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