"Not yet; there's something else to be said--and I may as well say it
beside this child, who holds your heart in those slim fingers of hers,
as anywhere else--better perhaps. I don't suppose you'll see me
again--at any time; why should you?" She laughed that queer little
laugh in her throat, and kept her bright eyes on the light of the
candle. "So I'll say now that I would have sold my immortal soul
to-night to have had you stand beside me as you've stood beside this
baby--and touched my hair once like that--and looked at me with that
softened look in your eyes. That's all. Now we can go down."
They moved towards the door; there he stopped and turned towards her. "I
think you might kiss the child," he said, with a nod back towards the
bed. "I should like to remember that you did that."
"Thank you," she whispered, and stole back to the bed.
Moira had heard, and in some dim fashion had partly understood--was
perhaps a little ashamed of her own triumph; therefore, it happened that
when Honora Jackman bent over her, she reached up an arm in apparent
half slumber and encircled Honora's neck. When the woman had settled the
bed-clothes about the child she turned away quickly, and came back to
where Paul stood, and handed him the candle. And she was smiling quite
gaily.
Outside the room they met Mrs. Baffall; the good woman had felt that
after all she might as well come up and look after her guest. "So you've
seen them?" she whispered. "Aren't they sweet?"
"Oh--they're all right--for children," replied Honora, with a laugh.
"And they always look better asleep, you know."
She ran downstairs, leaving the others to follow at their leisure. Mrs.
Baffall turned an anxious face to Paul, and spoke excusingly of her.
"You mustn't think she's hard," she said. "I'm afraid it's her life--the
people she's met, you know. There's some tenderness in her."
"I believe there is," replied Paul.
Honora Jackman was to leave the place the next day, so that this was a
species of farewell. Paul presently insisted that a glass of wine should
be drunk in her honour before they parted; and even Jimmy--blinking hard
to keep his eyes open--was allowed a minute fraction of a glass
wherewith to honour the toast. And by that time Honora Jackman, with
nothing of that past tenderness and humility upon her, insisted upon
clinking glasses with the boy, and drank to him specially, so that he
blushed to the very ears.
"Jimmy--I drink to you," she said, and her eyes were very soft. "I
shan't forget you, Jimmy--and I'm going to ask Mr. Nannock to let you
come to the station to see me off in the morning--and only you."
The boy looked anxiously at Paul, and Paul nodded with a smile. Very
soon after that they heard her voice calling back to them as they stood
at the gate, and as she walked away with the Baffalls. The voice was
high and strident and loud as ever.
"She's a good woman, Jimmy," said Paul, as he closed and locked the
gate.
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