Old Paul went home comforted and uplifted, and filled with the thought
that the first thing he must do before he slept must be to make
provision for the future for his young people. Before he slept! There
was that in the thought that gave solemn pause to everything, and
gripped his heart for a moment--but only for a moment. The night was
coming, in a special sense, to him; but it was to be only a falling
asleep.
He let himself into the old house, and went quietly to his room; lit his
lamp, and sat down to smoke and to think. Then he got out pens and
papers, and set to his task. For the time might be short in which this
was to be done.
But the pen dropped from his fingers, and he lay back in his chair, with
a smile upon his face, dreaming. Not to-night should this be done; it
would seem as though he feared that to-night was the last opportunity.
He would wait; some other night, when he was calmer, he might take up
the pen, and set out what his wishes were. This was not a night for
business; if the Shadows were to claim him so soon, he would have at
least this night to himself. It occurred to him, too, that he would not
sleep; that was a giving of so much time to an eternity that should
claim soon all the time that was his. He would sit up, and dream.
His thoughts, from touching gently on the peaceful life he had led
there, and on the children who had been about him in those quiet years,
went back further and touched his earlier life; touched gently the woman
who had been in her grave so long, and whose child was near Paul's heart
that night. Almost it seemed as though he was a mere boy again, flushed
and primed with the knowledge that she loved him; with the world
stretching fair before him, and the woman beckoning. Mercifully enough,
all that had happened since was swept away and forgotten; he loved her,
and out of the past she came to him on this night, and stood before him.
He rose in the quiet room, and stretched out his arms, and called her
name; and it was the glad, joyous call of the youth in love.
"Moira!--my Moira!"
The child in the room above heard dimly in her sleep, and turned, and
smiled; she had heard the cry from his lips over and over again in
infinite tenderness. And this, was but a beautiful dream, from which she
did not desire to wake. She turned and snuggled comfortably into her
pillow, and slept with that smile on her lips.
The lonely man stood there with a face transfigured; his youth was
coming back to him. The warm kisses of the woman were on his lips; her
soft, rounded body was pressed close in his arms; he heard the whisper
that he had heard once in reality--"I love you, Paul--I love you!"
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