East Anglia (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
“Now, mother,” he said, “I have made my confession to you,
and perhaps you will understand how it came about that, fresh from such scenes,
and taken as I was utterly by surprise, I was unable to promise what my father
asked. I do not know what your judgment of my conduct may be; probably you
cannot think of it more harshly than I do myself, and in excuse of it I can
only say that the circumstances were strange, and, as I have discovered, I love
the woman. What, therefore, is my duty towards her?” “Did you ever
promise to marry her, Henry?” “Promise? Yes, I said that I would;
for, as you know, I am a bit of a puritan, although I have little right to that
title now, and it seemed to me that marriage was the only way out of the
trouble.”
“Does she expect you to marry her, then?”
“Certainly not. She declares that she would not allow it on any
consideration. But this goes for nothing, for how can I take advantage of her
inexperience and self-sacrificing folly? You have the whole facts: what do you
think that I should do?”
“Henry, I am older than you are; I have seen a great deal of life, and
perhaps you, who are curiously unworldly, may think me the reverse. I accept
your story as it stands, well knowing that you have told me the exact truth,
without hiding anything which would weigh against yourself; and on the face of
that story, I cannot say that I consider it to be your duty to marry this poor
girl, with whom, through your own weakness and folly, you have placed yourself
in such false relations though undoubtedly it is your duty to do everything in
your power to provide for her. If you had deliberately set yourself to lead her
astray, the case might be different; only, were you capable of such
conduct—which I know that you are not—you would not now be
tormented by doubts as to your duty towards her. You talk of Joan Haste’s
‘inexperience.’ Are you sure that this is so? The whole history of
her conduct seems to show experience, and even art, or at any rate a knowledge,
very unusual in a girl of her age and position, of how best to work upon a
man’s tenderness and to move his feelings. That art may have been
unconscious, an art which Nature gave her; and that knowledge may have been
intuitive, for of course all things are possible, and I can only judge of what
is probable. At least it is clear that she never expected that you would marry
her, because she knew that such an act would bring you to ruin, and I respect
her for her honesty in this particular.”
“Should a man shrink from his duty because duty means disaster,
mother?”
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