East Anglia (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
“Not if it _is_ his duty, perhaps, Henry; but in the present case
that, to say the least of it, is not proved. I will answer your question by
another: Should a man neglect many undoubted duties, among them that of obeying
the dying petition of his father, in order to indulge his conscience with the
sense that he has fulfilled one which is open to doubt? Henry, I do not wish to
push you about this matter, for I see that, even if you do not love Joan Haste
so much as you think, at the least you are strongly attracted to her; also I
see that your self-questionings are honest, and that you are anxious to do what
is right, independently of the possible consequences to yourself. But I do pray
of you not to be led away, and, if you can avoid it, not to see this girl again
at present. Take time to consider: one month, two, three, as you like; and in
the meanwhile do not commit yourself beyond redemption. Remember all that is at
stake; remember that a man in your position is not entirely his own master. Of
myself I will not speak. Why should I? I am old, and my day is done; such years
as remain to me I can drag out in obscurity without repining, for my memories
are enough for me, and I have little care left for any earthly advantage. But
of your family I do not venture to speak. It has been here so long, and your
father loved this place so well, that it breaks my heart to think of its going
to the hammer—after three centuries,”—and the old lady turned
her head and wiped her eyes furtively, then added: “And it will go to the
hammer—it must. I know Mr. Levinger well; he is a curious man, and
whatever his real reasons may be, his mind is set upon this marriage. If he is
disappointed about it, he will certainly take his remedy; indeed, he is bound
to do so, for the money at stake is not his, but his daughter’s.”
“You tell me to take three months to consider, mother; but, looking at
the matter from the family point of view, how am I to do this? It seems that we
have scarcely a sixpence in the world, and a heavy accumulation of debt. Where
is the money to come from to enable us to carry on for another three
months?”
“Beyond the overdue interest there are not many floating liabilities,
Henry, for I have always made it a practice to pay cash. Of course, when the
farms come on hand at Michaelmas the case will be different, for then, unless
they can be let in the meantime, a large sum of money must be found to pay the
covenants and take them over, or they must go out of cultivation. Till then,
however, you need have no anxiety, for, as it chances, at the moment I have
ample funds at command.”
“Ample funds! Where do they come from?”
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