East Anglia (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
When there are but two sons, it is almost inevitable that one should be
preferred before the other. Certainly this was the case in the Graves family.
As children Reginald, the elder, had been wayward, handsome, merry and
attractive; whereas Henry was a somewhat plain and silent boy, with a habit of
courting his own society, and almost aggressive ideas of honour and duty.
Naturally, therefore, the love of father, mother and sister went out to the
brilliant Reginald, while Henry was left very much to his own devices. He said
nothing, and he was too proud to be jealous, but nobody except the lad himself
ever knew what he suffered under this daily, if unintentional, neglect. Though
his constitutional reserve prevented him from showing his heart, in truth he
was very affectionate, and almost adored the relations who looked on him as a
dullard, and even spoke of him at times as “poor Henry,” as though
he were deficient in intellect.
Thus it came about that very early in his young life, with characteristic
determination, Henry arrived at the conclusion that he would be happier away
from the home where he was little wanted. Once in the Navy, he applied himself
to his profession with industry and intelligence, and as a result did better in
the service than most young men who cannot bring to their support any
particular interest, or the advantage of considerable private means. In
whatever capacity he served, he won the confidence and the respect both of his
subordinates and of his superiors. He was a hard-working man, so hard work was
thrust upon him; and he never shirked it, though often enough others got the
credit of his efforts. At heart, moreover, he was ambitious. Henry could never
forget the slights that he had experienced as a child, and he was animated by a
great but secret desire to show the relatives who disparaged him in favour of
his more showy brother that he was made of better stuff than they were disposed
to believe.
To this purpose he subordinated his life. His allowance was small, for their
father’s means were not in proportion to his nominal estate, and as time
went on his brother Reginald grew more and more extravagant. But, such as it
was, Henry never exceeded it, though few were aware of the straits to which he
was put at times. In the same way, though by nature he was a man of strong
passions and genial temperament, he rarely allowed either the one or the other
to master him. Geniality meant expense, and he observed that indulgence in
passion of any sort, more especially if it led to mixing with the other sex,
spelt anxiety and sorrow at the best, or at the worst disgrace and ruin.
Therefore he curbed these inclinations till what began in the pride of duty
ended in the pride of habit.
Thus time wore on till he received the telegram announcing his brother’s
shocking death. A fortnight or so afterwards it was followed by a letter from
his father, a portion of which may be transcribed. It began:
“MY DEAR HENRY,—
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