East Anglia (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
“Do you think that you are strong enough to read a letter,
dear?—because I have one for you.”
“A letter?” said Joan anxiously: “who has taken the trouble
to write to me? Mr. Levinger?”
Mrs. Bird shook her head and looked mysterious.
“Oh! don’t torment me,” cried Joan; “give it
me—give it me at once.”
Then Mrs. Bird put her hand into her pocket and produced Henry’s
enclosure.
Joan saw the writing, and her poor white hands trembled so that she could not
unfasten the envelope. “Open it for me,” she whispered. “Oh!
I cannot see: read it to me. Quick, quick!”
“Don’t be in a hurry, my dear; it won’t fly away,” said
Mrs. Bird as she took the letter. Then she put on her spectacles, cleared her
throat, and began.
“‘Dearest Joan—’Really, my love, do you not think that
you had better read this for yourself? It seems so
very—confidential.”
“Oh! I can’t; I must hear it at once. Go on, pray.”
Thus encouraged, Mrs. Bird went on, nothing loath, till she reached the last
word of the letter.
“Well,” she said, laying it upon her knees, “now, that is
what I call behaving like a gentleman. At any rate, my dear, you have been
lucky in falling into the hands of such a man, for some would not have treated
you so well, having begun wicked they would have gone on wickeder. Why, good
gracious! what’s the matter with the girl? She’s fainted, I do
believe.” And she ran to get water, reproaching herself the while for her
folly in letting Joan have the letter while she was still so weak. By the time
that she returned with the water, the necessity for it had gone by. Joan had
recovered, and was seated staring into vacancy, with a rapt smile upon her face
that, so thought Mrs. Bird, made her look like an angel.
“You silly girl!” she said: “you gave me quite a turn.”
“Give me that letter,” answered Joan.
Mrs. Bird picked it up from the floor, where it had fallen, and handed it to
her. Joan took it and pressed it to her breast as though it were a thing alive
much, indeed, as a mother may be seen to press her new-born infant when the
fear and agony are done with and love and joy remain. For a while she sat thus
in silence, holding the letter to her heart, then she spoke:——
“I do not suppose that I shall ever marry him, but I don’t care
now: whatever comes I have had my hour, and after this and the rest I can never
quite lose him—no, not through all eternity.”
“Don’t talk nonsense, Joan,” said Mrs. Bird, who did not
understand what she meant. “Not marry him, indeed!— why
shouldn’t you?”
“Because something is sure to prevent it. Besides, it would be wrong of
me to do so. Letting other things alone, he must marry a rich woman, not a
penniless girl like me.”
“Oh! stuff and nonsense with your ‘rich woman’: the man
who’ll go for money when he can get love isn’t worth a row of pins,
say I; and this one isn’t of that sort, or he would never have written
such a letter.”
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