East Anglia (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
“He can get both love and money,” answered Joan; “and it
isn’t for himself that he wants the money—it is to save his family.
He had an elder brother who brought them to ruin, and now he’s got to set
them up again by taking the girl who holds the mortgages, and who is in love
with him, as his wife—at least, I believe that’s the story, though
he never told it me himself.”
“A pretty kettle of fish, I am sure. Now look here, Joan, don’t you
talk silly, but listen to me, who am older than you are and have seen more. It
isn’t for me to blame you, but, whatever was the truth of it,
you’ve done what isn’t right, and you know it. Well, it has pleased
God to be kind to you and to show you a way out of a mess that most girls never
get clear of. Yes, you can become an honest woman again, and have the man you
love as a husband, which is more than you deserve perhaps. What I have to say
is this: don’t you be a fool and cut your own throat. These money matters
are all very well, but you have got nothing to do with them. You get married,
Joan, and leave the rest to luck; it will come right in the end. If
there’s one thing that’s more of a vanity than any other in this
wide world, it is scheming and plotting about fortunes and estates and
suchlike, and in nine cases out of ten the woman who goes sacrificing herself
to put cash into her lover’s pocket or her own either for that matter
does him no good in the long run, but just breaks her heart for nothing, and
his too very likely. There, that’s my advice to you, Joan; and I tell you
that if I thought that you would go on as you have begun and make this man a
bad wife, I shouldn’t be the one to give it. But I don’t think
that, dear. No; I believe that you would be as good as gold to him, and that
he’d never regret marrying you, even though he is a baronet and you are
what you are.”
“Oh! indeed I would,” said Joan.
“Don’t say ‘indeed I would,’ dear; say ‘indeed I
shall,’ and mind you stick to it. And now I hear the nurse coming back,
and it is time for me to go and see about your dinner. Don’t you fuss and
make yourself ill again, or she won’t be able to go away to-morrow, you
know. I shall just write to this gentleman and say that he can come and see you
about next Friday; so mind, you’ve got to be well by then.
Good-bye.”
Weak as she was still from illness, when her first wild joy had passed a great
bewilderment took possession of Joan.
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