East Anglia (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
The receipt of this epistle plunged Henry Graves into a severe mental struggle.
As has been said, he was fond of his profession, and he had no wish to leave
it. His prospects in the Navy were not especially brilliant, indeed, but his
record at the Admiralty was good, and he was popular in the service both with
his brother officers and the men, though perhaps more so with the latter than
the former. Moreover, he had confidence in himself, and was filled with a
sincere ambition to rise to the top of the tree, or near it. Now, after serving
many years as a lieutenant, when at last he had earned an independent command,
he was asked to abandon his career, and with it the hopes of half a lifetime,
in order that he might undertake the management of a bankrupt estate, a task
for which he did not conceive himself to be suited.
At first he was minded to refuse altogether; but while he was still hesitating
a second letter arrived, from his mother, with whom he was in greater sympathy
than with any other member of the family. This epistle, which did not enter
into details, was written in evident distress, and implored him to return to
England at all hazards if he wished to save them from ruin. In conclusion, like
that received from his father, it hinted mysteriously at an unknown something
by means of which it would be in his power, and his alone, to restore the
broken fortunes of their house.
Duty had always been the first consideration with Henry Graves, and so it
remained in this emergency of his life. He had no longer any doubt as to what
he ought to do, and, sacrificing his private wishes and what he considered to
be his own advantage, he set himself to do it.
An effort to obtain leave on urgent private affairs having failed, he was
reduced to the necessity of sending in his papers and begging the Lords of the
Admiralty for permission to retire from the service on the ground of his
brother’s death.
The night that he posted this application was an unhappy one for him: the
career he had hoped to make for himself and the future honour which he dreamed
of had melted away, and the only prospect left to him was that of one day
becoming a baronet without a sixpence to support his title, and the nominal
owner of a bankrupt estate. Moreover, however reasonable and enlightened he may
be, no sailor is entirely without superstition, and on this matter Henry Graves
was superstitious. Something in his heart seemed to tell him that this new
start would bring him little luck, whatever advantage might result to his
family. Once again he felt the awe of an imaginative boy who for the first time
understands that the world is before him, and that he must fight his way
through its cruel multitudes, or be trampled to death of them.
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