Austin's arm lay along the top of the seat behind her; his fingers
rested lightly against the sleeve of her shirtwaist. She did not notice
them. To his clumsily playful advances she returned indefinite,
monosyllabic answers, accompanied by her charming smile of a grateful
child....
On the third landing of their tenement they paused to say good night,
visible to one another only in a faint light reflected up from the
gas-jet burning low in the hall below. The smell of humanity and its
food hung in the clammy air they breathed. A hum of voices from the many
cells of the hive buzzed in their ears. But Joan forgot them all.
She hesitated, embarrassed with the difficulty of finding words adequate
to express her thanks.
Austin tried awkwardly to help her out: "Well, I guess it's good night,
kid."
She said, exclamatory: "O Ben! I've had _such_ a good time!"
"Dja? Glad to hear it. Will you go again--next week? I guess I can work
som'other show, all right."
Compunction smote as memory reminded her. "But--Ben--didn't you have to
pay for those tickets?"
"Oh, that's all right. I couldn't find the fella I was lookin' for,
round back."
"I'm so sorry--"
"Gwan! It wasn't nothin'. Cheap at the price, if you liked it, little
girl."
"I liked it _awfully_! But I won't go again, unless you show me the pass
first."
"Wel-l, we'll see about that." He edged a pace nearer.
Suddenly self-conscious, Joan drew back and offered her hand. "Good
night and--thank you so much, Ben."
He took the hand, but retained it. "Ah, say! is this all I get? I
thought you kinda liked me...."
"I do, Ben, but--"
"Well, a kiss won't cost you nothin'. It's your turn now."
"But, Ben--but, Ben--"
"Oh, well, if that's the way you feel about it--"
He made as if to relinquish her hand. But to be thought lacking in
generosity had stung her beyond endurance. Without stopping to
think--blindly and quickly, so that she might not think--she gave
herself to his arms.
"Well," she breathed in a soft voice, "just one...."
"Just one, eh?" He pressed his lips to hers. "Oh, I don't know about
that!"
He tightened his embrace. Her heart was hammering madly. His mouth hurt
her lips, his beard rasped her tender skin. She wanted frantically to
get away, to regain possession of herself; and wanted it the more
because, dimly through the tumult of thought and emotion, she was
conscious of the fact that she rather liked it.
"Joan...." Austin murmured in a tone that, soft with the note of wooing,
was yet vibrant with the elation of the conqueror, "Joan...."
One arm shifted up from her waist and his big hand rested heavily over
her heart.
For a breath she seemed numb and helpless, suffocating with the tempest
of her senses. Then like lightning there pierced her confusion the
memory of the knee that had driven her from the car, only that
afternoon: symbolic of the bedrock beastliness of man. With a quick
twist and wrench she freed herself and reeled a pace or two away.
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