The first was an eccentric dancer and comedian calling himself Billy
Salute. A man of middle-age and old beyond his years in viciousness, the
gymnastic violence of his calling in great measure counteracted the
effects of his excesses and kept him young in body. He was a constant
and heavy but what was known to Joan's circle as a safe drinker;
drunkenness never obliterated his consciousness or disturbed his
physical equilibrium; in spite of its web of wrinkles, his skin remained
fair and clear as a boy's, and retained much of the fresh colouring of
youth. But his eyes were cold and hard and profoundly informed with
knowledge of womankind. His regard affected Joan as had Marbridge's,
that day at Tanglewood; under its analysis she felt herself denuded;
pretence were futile to combat it: the man _knew_ her.
He made no advances; but he watched her closely whenever they were
together; and she knew that he was only waiting, patient in the
conviction that he had only to wait.
And thus he affected her with such fear and fascination that she avoided
him as much as possible; but he was never far out of her thoughts; he
lingered always on the horizon of her consciousness like the seemingly
immobile yet portentous bank of cloud that masks the fury of a summer
storm....
The other man pursued her without ceasing. He was young, not over
twenty-five or six--an age to which Joan felt herself immeasurably
superior in the knowledge and practice of life--and happened to be the
one man of her acquaintance who was neither an actor nor connected with
the business side of the stage. By some accident he had blundered from
newspaper reporting to writing for cheaply sensational magazines, and
from this to writing for the stage. It is true that his achievements in
this last quarter had thus far been confined to collaboration with a
successful playwright on the dramatization of one of his stories; but
that didn't lessen his self-esteem and assertiveness. He claimed
extraordinary ability for himself in a quite matter-of-fact tone, and on
his own word was on terms of intimacy with every leading manager and
star in the country. Nobody Joan knew troubled to contradict his
pretensions, and despite that wide and seasoned view of life she
believed herself to possess she was still inexperienced enough to credit
more than half that he told her, never appreciating that, had the man
been what he claimed, he would have had no time to waste toadying to
actors.
He might, if not discouraged, prove very useful to her.
In fact, he promised to--repeatedly.
More than this, his attentions flattered her more than she would have
cared to confess even to herself. He didn't lack wit, wasn't without
intelligence, and the power of his imagination couldn't be denied; thus
he figured to her as the only man of mental attainments she had known
since Matthias. It was something to be desired by such as this one, even
though his abnormally developed egotism sometimes seemed appalling.
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