Marbridge was to be absent from New York until the middle of September
or longer; but he promised to be back a week or two before the opening
performance.
There were other promises exchanged....
With her future thus schemed, the girl was very well content, who had
attained by easy stages to one of mental development in which those
primary moral distinctions upon which she had been reared were no longer
perceptible--or, if perceptible, had diminished to purely negligible
stature.
It was not in nature for her to disdain or reject her bargain on moral
grounds: she knew, or recognized, none that applied.
For over a year during the most impressionable period of her life, Joan
Thursday had breathed the atmosphere of the stage. She had become
thoroughly accustomed to recognize without criticism those irregular
unions and regular disunions that characterized the lives of her
associates. She had observed many an instance where the most steadfast
and loyal love existed without bonds of any sort, and as many where it
existed in matrimony, and as many again where neither party to a
marriage made aught but the barest pretence of fidelity.
She had remarked that material and artistic success seemed to depend
upon neither the observance nor the disregard of sexual morality. She
knew of husbands and wives against whom scandal uttered no whisper and
whose talents were considerable, but who had struggled for years and
would struggle until the end without winning substantial recognition.
And she knew of the reverse. The one unpardonable sin in her world was
the sin of drunkenness, and even it was venial except when it "held the
curtain" or prevented its rising altogether.
As far as concerned her attitude toward herself, she considered Joan
Thursday above reproach, seeing that she had withdrawn from her marriage
long before even as much as contemplating any man other than her
husband. She held that she was now free, at liberty to do as she liked,
untrammelled by opinion whether public or private: that she had outgrown
criticism.
True, Quard might divorce her. But what of that? If he did, Joan
Thursday wouldn't suffer. If he didn't, he himself would be the last to
pretend he was leading a life of celibacy because of her defection.
Marbridge she really liked; his appeal to her nature was stronger than
that of any man she had as yet encountered. He attracted her in every
way, and he excited her curiosity as well. He was a new type--but in
what respect different from other men? He was famously successful with
women: why? He had wealth, cultivation of a certain sort (real or
spurious, Joan couldn't discriminate) and social position; and this
flattered, that such an one should reject the women of his own sphere
for Joan Thursday--late of the stocking counter.
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