And if she could turn this infatuation of his to material profit, while
at the same time satisfying the several appetites Marbridge excited in
her: why not? Other women by the score did as much without censure or
obvious cause for regret. Why not she?
How many women of her acquaintance--women whose interests, running in
grooves parallel to hers, were intelligible to Joan--would have refused
the chance that was now hers through Marbridge? Not one; none, at least,
who was free as Joan was free; not even Hattie Morrison, whose views
upon the subject of such arrangements were strong, whom Joan considered
straitlaced to the verge of absurdity. Hattie, Joan believed, would have
jumped at the opportunity.
But of course, denied, Hattie would be sure to decry it, and with the
more bitterness since Joan had won it in the wreck of Hattie's hopes.
And here was the only shadow upon the fair prospect of Joan's
contentment. She who had questioned Hattie's right to become a party to
the conspiracy against Mrs. Cardrow--how could she ever go home and face
the girl, with this treachery on her conscience?
True: Hattie didn't know, wouldn't know before morning, might never
learn the truth during the term of their association.
None the less, to be with Hattie that night would be to sit with a
skeleton at the feast of her felicity....
On impulse Joan turned to the left on leaving the New York Theatre
building, and moved slowly, purposelessly, down Broadway.
It was an afternoon of withering heat: the pavements burning palpably
through the paper-thin soles of her pretty slippers, and the air close
with the smell of hot asphaltum. The rays of the westering sun made
nothing of the fabric of Joan's white parasol, their heat penetrating
its sheer shield as though it were glass. Mankind in general sought the
shadowed side of the street and moved only reluctantly, with its coat
over its arm, a handkerchief tucked in between neck and
collar--effectually choking off ventilation and threatening
"sun-stroke."
Waiting upon the northeast corner of Forty-second Street for the traffic
police to check the cross-town tide, Joan felt half-suffocated and
thought longingly of the seashore....
Once across the street, she turned directly in beneath the permanent
awning of the Knickerbocker Hotel, and entered the lobby, making her way
round, past the entrance to the bar, to the recess dedicated to the
public telephone booths.
A semi-exhausted and apathetic operator looked up reluctantly as Joan
approached, with one glance appraising her from head to heels. At any
other time the dainty perfection of Joan's toilet would have roused
antagonism in the woman; today she found energy only sufficient for a
perfunctory mumble.
"What numba, please?"
Joan hesitated, feeling herself suddenly upon the verge of dangerous
indiscretion, but stung by the operator's look of jaded disdain, took
her courage in hand and pursued her original intention.
"One Bryant," she said.
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