But the game held less attraction for Matthias than ever, and after
another and final failure to establish himself in Tankerville's good
graces, he pocketed his losses, relinquished his place to Marbridge
and--with even less inclination for bed than for cards--took himself
again out into the open night. But now the terrace was all too small to
contain his spirits. The need of action--movement, freedom, space--was
strong upon him. Striding away down the drive that wound like a broad
band of whitewash through its dark bordering lawns and darker coppices,
he found even the grounds of Tanglewood too constricted for the
extravagant energy that animated him; and took to the broad highways,
with all Long Island free to his tireless spirit.
For several hours or more he trudged valiantly hither and yon, with
little or no notion of whither he went--with his head in the stars and
his feet in the dust and kicking up a famous smother of it--and in that
time was wittingly as near to happiness as he had ever been in all his
days. The faculty of coherent thought had passed from him utterly, but
it passed unmourned: Venetia was his! This thought alone sufficed him.
He had neither time nor inclination to entertain those doubts, those
questionings and apprehensions which had beset him in saner humour
theretofore. It mattered nothing now that he was poor and she wealthy,
nothing that all his efforts to make something of himself had thus far
proved vain and fruitless. She loved him: it was enough....
He came to his senses, eventually, long enough to recognize anew the
grounds of Tanglewood. Of a sudden his impetuosity had run out; remained
the pleasant languor of a healthy body thoroughly exercised, the peace
of a mind vexed by no insatiable desire. And still he was not sleepy.
Purposefully he retarded his footsteps, approaching the house with
stealth, eager to escape observation and gain his room, unhindered.
Tomorrow would be soon enough to submit to the ordeal of
congratulations....
It was with a shock of amazement that he saw the house all quiet and
dark. He pulled out his watch and studied its face by moonlight, finding
its evidence difficult to credit: twenty minutes past one in the
morning!
Gingerly, keeping to the grass in order that the gravel of the drive
might not, by its crunching underfoot, betray him or alarm some wakeful
member of the house-hold, he approached the front door, wondering if he
were locked out, and--not without amusement at his self-contrived
predicament--what to do if he were. To his relief one-half of the double
door stood a foot or two ajar--thanks, he had no doubt, to the
thoughtfulness of Helena or Tankerville. Blessing both on general
principles, he entered, shut the door and softly shot the bolt; turned
in deep obscurity to grope his way to the foot of the stairs; but paused
with a hand on the newel-post and his breath catching in his throat.
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