Hesitating beside the table, she removed the long pins from her hat
while she stared with narrowed eyes at her father. She was wondering
whether she hadn't better confess and have it out with him first as
last. The only thing, indeed, that made her pause was the knowledge that
there would be no living with him until she was once more "earning good
money" behind a counter. And she was firmly determined not again to seek
employment in a department store.
Regarding fixedly the round but unpolished bald head with its neglected
fringe of grey hair, she asked herself if the bitterness in her heart
for her father were in truth hatred or mere premonitory resentment of
the opposition he would unquestionably set against her plans for the
future....
He was a man of nearly fifty, who looked more, in spite of a tendency to
genial corpulence. At thirty he had been a fair and handsome man; today
his round red face was mottled, disfigured by a ragged grey moustache,
discoloured by several days' growth of scrubby beard, and lined and
seamed with the imprint of that consuming passion whose sign was also
set in his grey, passionate, haunted eyes. Shabbily dressed in a soiled
madras shirt and shoddy trousers, he wore neither tie nor collar: his
unkempt chin hung in folds upon his chest. Fat and grimy forearms
protruded from his rolled-up sleeves; fat and mottled hands trembled
slightly but perceptibly as they rustled the pink and white clippings
and with a stubby pencil scrawled mysterious hieroglyphics in the
battered note-book.
Thursby was intent upon what he, and indeed all his family, knew as his
"dope": checking and re-checking selections for tomorrow's races. This
pursuit, with its concomitants, its attendant tides of hope and
disappointment, was his infatuation, at once the solace and the terror
of his declining years.
Now and again he muttered unintelligibly.
There rose a sound of voices in the kitchen. Annoyed by the
interruption, he started, looked up, and discovered Joan.
She offered to his irritated gaze a face of calm, with unsmiling
features.
"Hello!" he growled. "How the h--how long've you been in?"
"Only a few minutes, pa," the girl returned quietly.
"Well--what're you standing there--staring!--for, anyhow?"
"I didn't mean anything: I was just taking off my hat."
"Well"--his face was now purple with senseless anger--"cut along! Don't
bother me. I'm busy."
"I see."
There was a damnable superciliousness in the tone of the girl as she
turned away. Thursby meditated an explosion, but refrained at
discretion: Joan had taught him that, unlike her browbeaten mother and
timid sister and her sleek, loaferish brother, she could give as good as
he could send. He bent again, grumbling, over his dope. Instantly it
gripped him, obliterating all else in his cosmos. He frowned, moistened
the pencil at his mouth, and scrawled another note in the greasy little
book.
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