Though it was after three in the morning when Joan got home, she wasn't,
as she had thought to be, the only waking person in the house. She had
no sooner entered than, fagged though she was, she grasped this
knowledge with a thrilling heart.
Beneath the door of the back-parlour a thin yellow line of light shone,
as brilliant in the obscurity as the rim of a newly minted coin. She
paused; and there came to her ears the swift staccato chattering of a
typewriter.
Of a sudden she remembered how long it was since John Matthias had been
anything but an abstraction in the background of her consciousness. He
might have been at home for days: she had neither known nor thought of
him, so wrapped up had she been with the routine of her work and the
formless intrigue of emotions stimulated by the personality of Charlie
Quard.
But now Charlie had eliminated himself from her life (she was quite sure
that she would never see him again) while to the man labouring late,
behind that closed door, she must be even more a dim reminiscence than
ever before.
It stung her pride to think that Matthias had been able to forget her so
easily. And she regretted bitterly that she herself had been so ready to
let the image of her absent-minded benefactor fade upon the tablets of
her memory.
By way of mute apology and recompense she hastened to enshrine anew in
her heart her ideal of a gentleman; and it was fashioned in the likeness
of John Matthias. And she resolved not to let another day pass without
approaching him. She was sure he would help her if he could; and she
was very anxious to make him realize her again.
But morning found her in quite another humour, one as diffident as
different. And promptly she made a discovery so infinitely dismaying
that it put the man altogether out of her mind for the time being. The
Deans, she learned, had on the previous day received an offer for an
engagement at a summer park in the Middle West, and had accepted, packed
up and departed, all in an afternoon.
So she was more lonely than ever she had been since leaving home. The
bedroom of the Dancing Deans, that salon where those stars of remote and
lowly constellations had assembled to afford Joan her only glimpses of
social life, was empty, swept and garnished. Those whom she had met
there, and who had been nice to her, those scatter-brained,
kind-hearted, shiftless denizens of the vaudeville half-world, were once
again removed from her reach.
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