She spent that day and the next on the streets, trudging purposefully
through the withering heat of August, once more a figure of the pageant
which marches that most dolorous way, theatrical Broadway in the
dog-days; one with the groups of idling actors with their bluish jowls
and shabby jauntiness, one with and yet aloof from that drift of
inexplicable creatures of stunted bodies and shoddy finery, less women
than children, wistful of mien, with their strange, foreign faces and
predatory eyes, bold and appealing to men, defiant to women....
Nothing came of it: the agencies took no more interest in her fortunes
than they had before she could truthfully lay claim to stage experience.
Each night she crawled home, faint with fatigue and the burden of the
broiling day, to relish the bitter flavour of the truth that she would
never go far without influence.
The third day she spent at home, resting and furbishing up her wardrobe
to make a good appearance in the evening. Toward nightfall she bathed,
did up her hair in a new and attractive way, shrewdly refrained from
dressing her face with rouge and powder after the fashion the Deans had
taught her, and clothed herself simply and sweetly in her best skirt and
a fresh shirtwaist--both recent purchases.
In the deepening gloom of evening she mounted guard alone upon the
stoop.
Circumstances could not have proved more favourable; and since her eyes
were quick to distinguish the tall and slender figure of Matthias the
moment he turned out of Longacre Square, the length of the block away,
she had ample time to prepare herself. And yet it was with growing
consternation that she watched his approach, and when at last he ran
lightly up the steps, she was so hampered by embarrassment that the
words she had framed to address him went unuttered, and her tentative
movement to rise was barely perceptible--a start, a sinking back. So
that Matthias, in his preoccupation, received only a faint impression
that he had somehow disturbed the girl (whoever _she_ might be) and
lifting his hat, murmured an inarticulate word of apology and brushed
past her into the vestibule. As the door of the back-parlour was noisily
closed, tears of anger and mortification started to Joan's eyes. Then
promptly temper overcame that which had daunted her calmer mood. Before
she knew it she was knocking at Matthias's door.
He answered immediately and in person, with his coat off and his collar
unfastened by way of preparation for a long night's work. Staring
blankly, he said "Oh?" in a mechanical and not at all encouraging
manner.
"Mr. Matthias--" Joan began with a slight, determined nod.
"Oh--good evening," he stammered.
Seeing him more at loss than herself, her self-confidence returned in
some measure. "You don't remember me, Mr. Matthias," she asserted with a
cool smile.
He shook his head slowly: "So sorry--I've got a shocking memory. It'll
come back to me in a minute. Won't you--ah--come in?"
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