She could certainly now have had her pick among the unmarried
farmers--which could not have been said when she first set up her
mastership at Ansdore. Since those times men had learned to tolerate her
swaggering ways, also her love affair with Martin had made her more
normal, more of a soft, accessible woman. Arthur Alce was no longer the
only suitor at Ansdore--it was well known that Sam Turner, who had
lately moved from inland to Northlade, was wanting to have her, and Hugh
Vennal would have been glad to bring her as his second wife to Beggar's
Bush. Joanna was proud of these attachments and saw to it that they
were not obscure--also, one or two of the men, particularly Vennal, she
liked for themselves, for their vitality and "set-upness"; but she shied
away from the prospect of marriage. Martin had shown her all that it
meant in the way of renunciation, and she felt that she could make its
sacrifices for no one less than Martin. Also, the frustration of her
hopes and the inadequacy of her memories had produced in her a queer
antipathy to marriage--a starting aside. Her single state began to have
for her a certain worth in itself, a respectable rigour like a pair of
stays. For a year or so after Martin's death, she had maintained her
solace of secret kisses, but in time she had come to withdraw even from
these, and by now the full force of her vitality was pouring itself into
her life at Ansdore, its ambitions and business, her love for Ellen, and
her own pride.
Sec.8
Ellen secretly despised Joanna's suitors, just as she secretly despised
all Joanna's best and most splendid things. They were a dull lot,
driving her sister home on market-day, or sitting for hours in the
parlour with Arthur Alce's mother's silver tea-set. It was always "Good
evening, Miss Godden," "Good evening, Mr. Turner"--"Fine weather for
roots"--"A bit dry for the grazing." It was not thus that Ellen Godden
understood love. Besides, these men looked oafs, in spite of the fine
build of some of them--they were not so bad in their working clothes,
with their leggings and velveteen breeches, but in their Sunday best,
which they always wore on these occasions, they looked clumsy and
ridiculous, their broad black coats in the cut of yester-year and
smelling of camphor, their high-winged collars scraping and reddening
their necks ... in their presence Ellen was rather sidling and sweet,
but away from them in the riotous privacy of her new bedroom, she
laughed to herself and jeered.
She had admirers of her own, but she soon grew tired of them--would have
grown tired sooner if Joanna had not clucked and shoo'd them away, thus
giving them the glamour of the forbidden thing. Joanna looked upon them
all as detrimentals, presumptuously lifting up their eyes to Ansdore's
wealth and Ellen's beauty.
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