She woke at the full day, when down on Walland Marsh all the world was
awake, but here the city and the house still slept, and rose with her
eyes and heart full of tragic purpose. She dressed quickly, then packed
her box--all the gay, grand things she had brought to make her lover
proud of her. Then she sat down at her dressing-table, and wrote--
"DEAR BERTIE,--When you get this I shall have gone for good. I see
now that we were not meant for each other. I am very sorry if this
gives you pain. But it is all for the best.--Your sincere friend,
"JOANNA GODDEN."
By this time it was half-past seven by the good gold watch which Poor
Father had left her. Joanna's plan was to go downstairs, put her letter
on the hall table, and bribe the girl to help her down with her box and
call a cab, before any of the others appeared. She did not want to have
to face Albert, with inevitable argument and possible reproaches. Her
bruised heart ached too much to be able to endure any more from
him--angry and wounded, it beat her side.
She carried out her scheme quite successfully as far as the cab itself,
and then was betrayed. Poor Father's watch, that huge emblem of worth
and respectability, hanging with its gold chain and seals upon her
breast, had a rare but embarrassing habit of stopping for half an hour
or so, as if to rest its ancient works. This is what it had done
to-day--instead of half-past seven, the time was eight, and as the girl
and the cabman carried Joanna's box out of the door, Bertie appeared at
the head of the steep little stairs.
"Hullo, Joanna!" he called out in surprise--"Where on earth are you
going?"
Here was trouble. For a moment Joanna quailed, but she recovered herself
and answered--
"I'm going home."
"Home! What d'you mean? Whatever for?"
The box was on the taxi, and the driver stood holding the door open.
"I made up my mind last night. I can't stay here any longer. Thank you,
Alice, you needn't wait." She put a sovereign into the girl's hand.
"Come into the dining-room," said Albert.
He opened the door for her and they both went in.
"It's no good, Bertie--I can't stand it any longer," said Joanna, "it's
as plain as a pike as you and me were never meant to marry, and the best
thing to do is to say good-bye before it's too late."
He stared at her in silence.
"I made up my mind last night," she continued, "but I wouldn't say
anything about it till this morning, and then I thought I'd slip off
quiet. I've left a letter to you that I wrote."
"But why--why are you going?"
"Well, it's pretty plain, ain't it, that we haven't been getting along
so well as we should ought since I came here. You and me were never
meant for each other--we don't fit--and the last few days it's been all
trouble--and there's been things I could hardly bear ..."
Her voice broke.
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