Great Britain -- History -- 17th century -- Fiction; Historical fiction
I could not make out her mood, which was a new one to me—a mocking
pleasant raillery, which I took for the rightful punishment of my past
follies.
"I am not jealous," I said, "for jealousy is a feeling which needs an
object ere it can exist. No man may be jealous, unless he has something
to be jealous about."
"John, John," she cried, and shook her head prettily, "you are
incorrigible. I had thought you had learned manners in the town, and
behold, you are worse than when you went away. You come here, and your
first word to me is that I am nothing."
"God knows," I said, "I would fain be jealous, and yet—" I became
awkward and nervous, for I felt that my mission was not prospering, and
that I was becoming entangled in a maze of meaningless speech. The
shortest and plainest way is still the best in love as in all things.
But I was not to be let off, and she finished my sentence for me. "If
only you could find a worthy object for your feeling, you mean," she
said. "Very well, sir, since I am so little valued in your eyes, we will
speak no more on the matter."
"Marjory," I said, coming to the matter at once, "you and I have been
old comrades. We have fished and walked together, we have climbed the
hills and ridden in the meadows. I have done your bidding for many
years."
"True, John," she said with an accent of grudging reminiscence, "you
have dragged me into many a pretty pickle. I have torn my dress on
rough rocks and soaked my shoes in bogs, all in your company. Surely we
have had a brave time together."
"You met a man in the wood yesterday who would fain have made love to
you. That man was my cousin Gilbert."
"Oh," she replied in a tone of mock solemnity and amused wonder, for I
had blurted out my last words like the last dying confession of some
prisoner. "Verily you are honoured in your cousinship, John."
"It is against him and such as him that I would protect you," I said.
"Nay," she cried, with an affected remonstrance. "I will have no
fighting between cousins on my account. I will even defend myself, as
Alison did when the miller made love to her."
"O Marjory," I burst out, "will you not give me this right to defend
you? We have been old companions, but it was only yesterday that I knew
how dearly I loved you. I have had more cares since yester-night than
ever in my life. We have been comrades in childhood; let us be comrades
on the rough paths of the world."
I spoke earnestly, and her face, which had been filled with mockery,
changed gently to something akin to tenderness.
"How little you know of women!" she cried. "I have loved you for years,
thinking of you at all times, and now you come to-day, speaking as if
you had scarce seen me before. Surely I will bear you company in life,
as I have been your comrade at its beginning."
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