John Herring: A West of England Romance. Volume 2 (of 3)Baring-Gould, S. (Sabine)
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John Herring: A West of England Romance. Volume 2 (of 3)
Baring-Gould, S. (Sabine)
West Country (England) -- Fiction
Any one who had watched Mirelle from her arrival in England would have
noticed a change in her face. It was more transparent and thinner than
before. But this was not that which constituted the principal change.
The face had gained in expression. At first it was impassive; now it
was stamped with the seal of passive suffering, a seal that can never be
disguised or effaced. According to Catholic theology certain sacraments
confer character, and these cannot be iterated. But the sacrament of
suffering confers character likewise, and it can be repeated again and
again, and ever deepens the character impressed. This stamp gave to
Mirelle’s face a sweetness and pathos it had not hitherto possessed.
Before this time a cold and haughty soul had looked out of her eyes, now
warmth had come to that frozen soul, and it was flowing with tears. She
was still proud, but she was no longer self-reliant. Hitherto she had
repelled sympathy because she had felt no need for it, now her spirit
had become timorous, and though it still resented intrusion it pleaded
for pity.
As she sat, evening after evening in the window, doing nothing, seeing
nothing, her thoughts turned with painful iteration to all that had
passed between herself and Captain Trecarrel since they had first met.
For a few days after the ball she was resentful. She considered that he
had treated her badly; he had attempted, and attempted successfully, to
win her heart, and he had gained his end without making a return of his
own. He had been cruel to her.
After a while, however, she saw the whole course of affairs in a
different light. It struck her that in all probability he had been
engaged to Orange—tacitly, may be, and not formally—for a very long
while. Something that Orange had said led her to suppose this, and she
remembered that the Captain had admitted as much in his answer at the
ball when she congratulated him on his engagement. ’That is an old
story,’ he had said; ’I thought you had been admitted to the plot six
months ago.’ If he really had been engaged to Orange ever since she had
known him, his conduct was explicable in a manner that cleared him of
blame. He had looked on Mirelle as one about to become a cousin by
marriage. Mirelle was much with Orange, and therefore it was his duty to
be kind to her, and to act and speak to her as to a relation of her who
was about to become his wife. Perhaps Orange had considered how
unpleasant it would be for Mirelle to remain in Dolbeare after she had
gone, and had proposed to the Captain that she should accompany them to
Trecarrel. If that were so, and it was very probable, the Captain’s
solicitude to be on a friendly footing was explained, so was also the
interest he took in her money affairs.
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