John Herring: A West of England Romance. Volume 3 (of 3) — John Shaqi
John Herring: A West of England Romance. Volume 3 (of 3)Baring-Gould, S. (Sabine)
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John Herring: A West of England Romance. Volume 3 (of 3)
Baring-Gould, S. (Sabine)
West Country (England) -- Fiction
This was the end. She did not love him, she loved another. Who was
that other? That he did not know; she had not told him, and it did not
concern him. All that concerned him was the one fact that she was not
his. He had purchased to himself a precious heart, and when he knocked
to be admitted he was told to abide outside, the key had been given to
another.
He sat on in his wretchedness, not knowing how the time passed. He was
becoming dead and cold in his chair, as Genefer had foreseen.
He stood up at last and struck a light. He kept tinder-box and candles
in the Willapark office—tallow-candles they were—and he lighted one and
placed it on his table.
Then he opened his desk and took paper, and a pen. His hand was so cold
that he could not write. He tried to warm it with his breath, but in
vain. He must write to Mirelle. If she had told him her secret, he
must no longer conceal his—he must let her know that he had taken care
of her fortune, and that it was now her own to do with it what she
liked. Had she known that she was wealthy, she would never have
accepted him, John Herring, now in purgatory, suffering for the wrong he
had done her—a wrong done unconsciously and in good faith. She had
taken him only because she believed herself to be destitute and
dependent on his bounty. He had acted wrongly from the first. Light
came to him, as to others, when too late to walk by it. Now he saw what
the proper course would have been. If he mistrusted Tramplara, he
should have confided all to Mirelle, and allowed her to choose her own
trustee. But no! that would not have done, for, had the secret of the
diamonds come out, old Tramplara would have claimed them as the legal
guardian. He was bewildered; he did not know in what way he had acted
wrongly, and yet what he had done, conscientiously believing he was
doing right, had led to disaster—had landed him in a position from which
there was but one escape. He had been to Mirelle a worse enemy than
Tramplara. The trustee of her father’s appointment had robbed her of
the money intrusted to him; he, John Herring, the trustee of his own
nomination, had robbed her of her life’s happiness. Could he doubt for
a moment that had she been free she would have refused him and have
given her hand and fortune to the man of her choice? Now there lay
before him no remedy save one. He had chained her to him, and whilst
that chain remained she must suffer. Till it was broken, happiness was
impossible to her. ’Oh, Mirelle! Mirelle!’ the cry broke from, his
heart. Here was bitterness past enduring, to be on the threshold of
happiness, and to be thrust back; to have the cup at his lips, and to
have it snatched from him and spilled on the ground.
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