John Inglesant: A Romance (Volume 2 of 2)Shorthouse, J. H. (Joseph Henry)
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John Inglesant: A Romance (Volume 2 of 2)
Shorthouse, J. H. (Joseph Henry)
Great Britain -- History -- Charles I, 1625-1649 -- Fiction; Religious fiction
recollection of Serenus de Cressy returned upon his mind with intense
vividness; and the contrast between the life he was leading in Italy,
amid every delight of mind and sense, and the life the Benedictine had
offered him in vain, smote upon his conscience with terrible force.
Upon the lonely mountain top, beneath the serene silence, he threw
himself upon the turf, and, overwhelmed with a sudden passion, repented
that he had been born. Amid the extraordinary loveliness, the most
gloomy thoughts took possession of him, and the fiend seemed to stand
upon the smiling mount and claim him for himself. So palpably did the
consciousness of his choice, worldly as he thought it, cause the
presence of evil to appear, that in that heavenly solitude he looked
round for the murderer of his brother. The moment appeared to him, for
the instant, to be the one appointed for the consummation of his guilt.
The horn below sounding the recall drew his mind out of this terrible
reverie, and he came down the hill (from which the mist was gradually
clearing) as in a dream. He rejoined his company, who remarked the wild
expression of his face.
His old disease, in fact, never entirely left him; he walked often as in
a dream, and when the fit was upon him could never discern the real and
the unreal. He knew that terrible feeling when the world and all its
objects are slipping away, when the brain reels, and seems only to be
kept fixed and steady by a violent exertion of the will; and the mind is
confused and perplexed with thoughts which it cannot grasp, and is full
of fancies of vague duties and acts which it cannot perform, though it
is convinced that they are all important to be done.
The Chigi family knew of Inglesant’s past life, and of his acquaintance
with the Archbishop of Fermo, the Pope’s Nuncio, and they advised him to
make the acquaintance of his brother, the Cardinal Rinuccini, before
going to Rome.
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