'Since the first day that it pleased the providence of God to
bring you and me into familiarity, I have always delighted in
your company; and when labour would permit, you know that I have
not spared hours to talk and commune with you, the fruit whereof
I did not then fully understand nor perceive. But now absent,
and so absent that by corporal presence neither of us can
receive comfort of other, I call to mind how that ofttimes when,
with dolorous hearts, we have begun our talking, God hath sent
great comfort unto both, _which for my own part I commonly
want_. The exposition of your troubles, and acknowledging of
your infirmity, were first unto me a very mirror and glass
wherein I beheld myself so rightly painted forth, that nothing
could be more evident to my own eyes. And then the searching of
the Scriptures for God's sweet promises, and for his mercies
freely given unto miserable offenders--(for his nature
delighteth to shew mercy where most misery reigneth)--the
collection and applying of God's mercies, I say, were unto me as
the breaking and handling with my own hands of the most sweet
and delectable unguents, whereof I could not but receive some
comfort by their natural sweet odours.'[40]
The sympathy that flows through this beautiful passage comes out very
strongly in another written in bodily illness. His importunate
correspondent had proposed to call for him in Newcastle that very day.
Knox suggests to-morrow instead.
'This day ye know to be the day of my study and prayer unto God;
yet if your trouble be intolerable, or if ye think my presence
may release your pain, do as the Spirit shall move you, for you
know that I will be offended with nothing that you do in God's
name. And O, how glad would I be to feed the hungry and give
medicine to the sick! Your messenger found me in bed, after a
sore trouble and most dolorous night, and so dolour may complain
to dolour when we two meet.'[41]
Another letter, also to Mrs Bowes, is from London, and reveals a very
remarkable scene. He acknowledges receiving one letter from Marjory, and
one from her mother, the latter, as usual, full of complaint.
'The very instant hour that your letter was presented unto me,
was I talking of you, by reason that three honest poor women
were come to me, and were complaining their great infirmity, and
were showing unto me the great assaults of the enemy, and I was
opening the cause and commodities thereof, whereby all our eyes
wept at once; and I was praying unto God that ye and some others
had been there with me for the space of two hours. And even at
that instant came your letters to my hands; whereof one part I
read unto them, and one of them said, "O would to God I might
speak with that person, for I perceive that there be more
tempted than I."'[42]
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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