His shaft came home. I grew cold for a minute and then recovered myself.
I saw my partner's face change. I raised my head and danced on
apparently gayer than ever, though my heart was lead. And she played
her part well, too. But a few minutes later when Peck strutted up, a
decided cock to his bullet head, I heard her, as I turned away,
congratulate him on his success.
I slipped out and went over to the bulletin-board where the degree-men
were posted, and sure enough, I was not among them. A curious crowd was
still standing about and they stopped talking as I came up, so I knew
they had been talking about me. I must say that all showed concern, and
sympathy was written on every face. It was, at least, sweet to know that
they all considered it a cursed shame, and set my failure down to
hostility on the part of one of the professors. I was determined that no
one should know how hard hit I was, and I carried my head high till the
ball was out, and was so lofty with Miss Poole that she was mystified
into being very receptive. I do not know what might have happened that
night if it had not been for old John Marvel. I learned afterward that I
was pretty wild. He found me when I was wildly denouncing the law
professor who had failed to put me through in some minor course, and was
vowing that I would smash in his door and force my diploma from him. I
might have been crazy enough to attempt it had not old John gotten hold
of me. He and Wolffert put me to bed and stayed with me till I was
sober. And sober enough I was next day.
As I have said, I received my diploma finally; but I lost all the
prestige and pleasure of receiving it along with my class, and I passed
through some of the bitterest hours that a young man can know.
Among my friends at college--I might say among my warmest friends--was
my old crony "Jeams," or, as he spoke of himself to those whom he did
not regard as his social equals, or whom he wanted to amuse himself
with, "Mister Woodson"; a little later changed to "Professor Woodson,"
as more dignified and consonant with the managing class of the
institution. When I left for college he followed me, after a brief
interval, and first appeared as a waiter at the college boarding-house
where I boarded, having used my name as a reference, though at home he
had never been nearer the dining-room than the stable. Here he was
promptly turned out, and thereupon became a hanger-on of mine and a
"Factotum" for me and my friends.
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