Laura Johnson did stop to consider. She considered the face which she
saw in the glass beyond his shoulder--her own face, not strikingly
handsome. "I might be any one of a hundred girls," she said to
herself. "I might be any one of those other hundreds who might be
sought out instead of myself," said she. "A girl of my looks and place
in life is not apt to have hundreds of opportunities. And I am tired,
and puzzled. And I want a home. I want to stop worrying for myself.
I would rather worry for some one else. I want to be--" There she
paused.
She wanted to be a wife, loved, cherished, supported, comforted and
protected. That was what she wanted, though the young of the female
sex do not know what they want or why they want it. And certainly she
could choose only among the opportunities offered her. This was her
first opportunity. It might be her last. Besides all of this, she was
a woman. She had always obeyed men all her life, at home, in her daily
labors, everywhere. And this man was so insistent, so assured, so
confident that this was the right and inevitable course for her--why,
he said it again and again--that surely--so she reasoned--she must be
crazed not to see that this was the appointed time, that this was the
appointed man.
She sighed a trifle as she laid aside the garment of her girlhood,
which had kept her sweet and clean for five and twenty years. She
folded both her worn and rather bony hands, put them both in his, and
said, with a little smile that ought to have wrung his heart, "Well,
John, if--if it must be!"
He did not catch the little sob in her voice. He never knew, either
then or at any other time in his life, what it was that lacked in her
voice, her face, in her heart, indeed. He never knew, then or at any
other time, what a woman is, what she covets, longs for, craves,
desires, demands, requires passionately, prizes agonizingly to the
last, the very last. He did not waste time to query over these
unimportant things. He drew her to him with rude care, kissed her fair
and full, and then rose.
"Well, then, I'm sure we're going to do well together, Laura, dear."
She did not answer, but sat waiting, longing eagerly for something she
lacked, she knew not what.
John Rawn looked at his watch, turned for his hat, and remarked, "I'll
be here to-morrow night, dear, at half-past seven. Right after supper."
II
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