He was a solemn man in his home, or at least for the most part a
silent. Yet at times he became almost cheerful--when the talk fell
upon himself; indeed, he would explain to his wife, with much care and
elaboration, himself, his character, his virtues and his plans. In his
household life he kept up the traditions in which he had been reared.
He ate all the beefsteak there was on the table when there was but
enough for one, which latter often was the case, for his wife had need
to be frugal. At times he would purchase a solitary ticket to the
theater and go alone. Yet he was generous, and always after his return
home he would with fine feeling tell his wife what he had seen.
Sometimes he spent a Sunday in the country, but, as he himself had been
first to state, he was never selfish about this. He always would tell
his wife how green the grass had been, how sweet the songs of the
birds, how bright the sky. Most of all he would tell of the song of
one small bird which sang continually in his ear, telling him of a
success which before long, in some way, was to be their own. The
passing years left his wife a trifle thinner, a trifle more gray. He
himself continued fresh, stalwart, strong. Sometimes, coming back from
the theater or the country, after listening to the voice of this small
bird at his ear, he would smite with a heavy fist upon the family table
and say, "Why, Laura, look at me--look at me!" After which a heavy
frown would come upon his face as of one conscious of tardiness in the
fashion of fate. But he knew that he was a great man.
II
Now, what Laura, his wife, knew is not for us to say. She held her
peace. Never a word of complaint, or taunt, or reproach, or of longing
came to her lips. Never did she repine at the situation of life which
held them for more than a dozen years after they were married--one of
perpetual monotony, of narrow, iron-bound restraint. After some
incredible, some miraculous way of womankind, she managed to make the
ends meet, indeed even to overlap a trifle at each week-end. She
smiled in the morning when he went away, smiled in the evening when he
returned, and if meanwhile she did not smile again throughout all the
day, at least she did her part. A great soul, this of Laura Rawn; but
no greater than that of many another woman who does these things day
after day until the time comes for the grave, wherein she lies down at
last with equanimity and calm. Without unduly flattering the vanity,
without overfeeding the egotism of her lord and master, at least Laura
Rawn was wise enough to see he could not be much changed. Finding
herself thus situated, she accepted her case and spent her time doing
what could be done, not wasting it in seeking the impossible. He was
her husband, that was all. She knew no better way of life than to
accept that fact and make the most of it. Which is tragedy, if you
please.
III
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