"Once in a while I get an idea," said he, one evening, "and I think it
might make good if I had a chance to put it over. But what's the use?
I couldn't do anything with the best idea in the world, because I have
no time nor money to work one out. I tell you, you've got to have
money or pull to get anywhere to-day. This country's getting into a
bad way. It doesn't look quite right to me, I tell you, the way human
beings are ground under to-day."
And yet it was out of precisely such talk as this that John Rawn
originally got the reason for the enthusiastic conversation with his
wife which earlier has been chronicled. Behold the difference among
men! Here was one who wanted to set all the world right, to discover
some panacea by which all men might rest in happiness for ever, by
which all men might succeed, might indeed prove themselves free and
equal, and entitled to, say, ten minutes out of the twenty-four hours
for the pursuit of happiness--innocent happiness, such as reading books
on electricity, socialism, the steaming quality of coke, or the
tortional strength of I-beams laid in concrete. Here also, one lift
above him on the doorstep of Kelly Row, was another man, John Rawn,
who, thinking he was full of ideas, had none, but who had every
confidence in himself; a man who early in his youth had proved his
ability to leave to others the skin of their bananas while he himself
took the meat, and paid naught therefor. Not much of a stage, thus set
in Kelly Row. But this is the stage as it was set.
VI
Among these, there was one idea waiting to be born. For, look you, the
air is full of ideas--even as John Rawn in ignorant truthfulness had
said. They float all about us, unborn children in the ether of the
universe, waiting to be born, selecting this or that of us--you, me,
gently, for a parent; the most of them to be pushed back unknown,
unrecognized, into the frustrate void, and so left to await a better
time. I doubt not that, at this time or that, each of us has had
offered to him, thus gently, thus unknown, some idea which would have
made any of us great, set us far above our fellow-man; ideas which for
all of that, perhaps would have revolutionized the world. But we did
not know them. What great things are left unborn, what great
discoveries remain unmade, no man may measure. We do not lay hold upon
that thin and vaporous hand which touches our shoulder. We do not
wrestle unwearied with the angel unto the coming of the dawn. So we go
on, bruised and broken, and at length buried and forgot, most of us
never grasping these unseen things, not even having a hint of their
immaterial presences. It is only as the jest-loving fates have it
that, once in a while, something in revolutionary thought drops to
earth, is caught by some materialistic mind, bred up by some
materialistic hand.
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